i had another panic attack today. all morning it lasted. the teacher's asked what was wrong. but i refused. a girl in class asked what was wrong. i refused her as well. it didn't help that i was yelled at, well more like got corrected, just for not being where everyone eles was. i'm sorry that i couldn't be near anyone this morning, but i could only hear yelling. yelling and shouting. the chatter of others never helps. the school has stupid laws. they don't help. i want to ask those that know me, "what do you see when you look at me?" but i didn't. i remained quiet all day. i had cookies earlier, they didn't help my mood. i've been listening to open your eyes by aviators all day. it's a my little pony friendship is magic song. from what i can gather from the song it takes place at the end of the third sesson? yeag third sesson. i know my mlp (the acronym for my little pony). i now know all of it's words now. at least i hope so. i'm going to ask marissa what she thought of me last week when i was crying tomorrow. i'm curious. i want to know what she thought of me.
i'm crying again...i'll stop this ahead of time...bye...
