Everything is bad at this point, the guilt, the sadness, the loneliness, the pain. It gets worse. And at this point I don't know if anyone cares to read this, to actually know if I am okay or not. But this thing I am about to say, will prove if you care. And I am being completely serious. If you are reading this, and you care, say something. Otherwise, I will delete everything I have done. The book, the journals, the conversations. Everything. It will all go away, including me. I will, disappear, for the lack of better words. Well I actually have better words, they are, I will kill myself, yes, I am completely serious. Everything I have done will disappear. Everything. You have 24 hours. From the moment I publish this the timer will start. Tomorrow 24 hours from now everything will be deleted, and I will kill myself. Okay. Deal. So say something, or not at all. And if you think I am lying, pay attention to the new, if it says anything about the suicide of a 15 year old, then you know I killed myself. So say something, or be the cause of my killing myself. Your choice, I recommend the second one.
