for the next 17 hours and 31 minutes (well it will be paused during school) i will be listening to my playlist and adding certain songs to a new playlist. why am i adding only certain songs to a new playlist? well to answer that question i need to say two things. 1: these "certain" songs will only be songs that remind me of Jannessa, or puts her in my head when i hear the song. 2: the playlist will be for when i feel most alone, the playlist will put Jannessa in my head when i feel alone, even though i'm not entirely sure if Jannessa's my friend anymore or not, but i know i will always love her, my heart has already set it's sights on her, and i see every other person as the same. that's a lie. most people i see as bullies who don't care what they do to me. the other part of people i see are much different. Jannessa is very much different from everyone. she is the first person to try and help me, she is the first person to make a promise and keep it (for as long as she did, until i broke it), she is the first girl that i like, and she will most likely be the only girl i like.
