i am a jerk. a big one. yesterday i said i was going to publish my first book, well i mostly failed that. see, it published 22 chapteres of it, but that is not all of them. there are about 12 more that i have to publish. and yesterday Marissa said she was going to make some cookies for me today when i was crying. but i didn't go to school today because i was sick. so Marissa made cookies for me, and i didn't even bother to go and get them. i really am a jerk, and i hate that. i'm sorry.