throw walking alone in the trash. now i'm stuck walking home with bruce, and he forces me to go home. the only way i'll ever walk alone is if a go out another door, but if i do these people will get..."worried" and then i will not be able to do anything i want to do for a long while. that involves talking to Jannessa, writing, and listening to music (that goes in order on what i like doing). today was horrible. horribly horrible. to the point where i was crying during algebra. and i hide the tears, but i spoke silently to make sure my voice didn't waver. i don't want to go back to school, but i will keep going back despite me. i really do hate school, but it's the only place that i can see Jannessa...
