my mood hasn't changed. i don't start a new day with a new mood. i continue from whatever mood i was last. well, never happy though. since i'm rarely happy i never am happy, but if i end a day happy, the next day i will not be happy. but most days for me never seem to end because i don't sleep much. i feel even worse than yesterday. i'm tired of writing about myself. i feel much worse. but if i were to say anything i'd yelled at. every time i say anything about how i feel i get yelled at. doesn't help that i'm stuck doing more chores. the more i do the worse i feel. at least my tablet can't yell at me. i don't want to be yelled at.
