i feel a little worse. but that's not why i'm talking right now, the reason i'm talking is because i think i realized something. i think i realized why something happens one day, like lets say a parade, and nobody talks about it the next day. i think the reason is because everyone is always with there friends after it. and they talk about it when they are with there friends, and talking to other people about it over the internet. and the next day since they already talked about it it doesn't matter anymore. since my friend base is limited to a single person, maybe two people i don't know, i really have no reason to be talked to about it. and there is no point to talk to me about it. no one ever talks to me about anything really. like things that happen outside of what we do talk about. i always feel left out.
