i'm sorry. any hope for a Cult of Hatoath book right now is at an all time low. sorry if you wanted to read it.
i'm also sorry for not writing for a bit. just...well...i don't really know how to explain it. i'm not even sure i should tell you. my heart hurts, that is all i can bring myself to say. it hurts from the large amounts of anger in it, the anger that i can't let out, the same anger that grows with each second. the pain from hurting others, the pain from hurting my best friend, and the pain she feels. i don't have any way of letting this pain out in a positive way. only negative, and those ways would only make the hurt worse. i'm sorry. i shouldn't be telling you this. you'll just pity me for the hurt in my heart, as far as i know there is nothing that you can do to make this hurt in my heart hurt less. i'm sorry. that is all i can. i'm sorry. and writing this, really, just makes it all worse. i'm sorry, but this will probably be the only Update for September this year. i'm sorry. i really am sorry.
