October 15th 2017 2:07 pm Why Would I Be?

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I hate it when I make myself sad. No that's no way to start this. Being me is hateful. No no. Two minutes have already passed, and I haven't even started the update. Why does must this take this long to start an update?
And that is a look into my thought process when I start an update. Yes, I know I'm writing with capitalization. Yes I know that is not how I write my updates. Just writing a sentence on a keyboard and not making actually capitalizing anything just doesn't go right with me. I don't know why though. Anyway let's just get into why I'm making this update.
So I've been writing a the prologue to the first book in the second series of Pure Energy, War of the Pures. No not Battle of the Pures. It's WAR of the Pures. See Battle of the Pures, series 1, only focused on a battle. While War of the Pures, series 2, is focused on an entire war, not just a single battle. I finished the prologue​ earlier and I've been writing the first chapter since then. Chapter 1 Five Years Later. The book starts five years after the end of the last book, book 3, in the Battle of the Pures series. Yes, you will see characters from the 1st series in the 2nd series, well those that didn't die, of course. That's a spoiler. Well, its an indirect spoiler. Not a direct spoiler. I told you people die, but not who dies. That is an indirect spoiler. A direct spoiler is saying (Spoiler Alert!), "Hey at the end of Mirrors Edge, Faith saves her sister and they hug on a rooftop as the camera pans out for the credits." That is a direct spoiler. And yes that is how Mirrors Edge ends, sorry if you didn't want to know. And I beat Mirrors Edge a few months ago. Good game that is. Good game. But that was a direct spoiler, not a indirect spoiler. So when, and if, you read my Battle of the Pures series, people do die. It is not one of those stories that everyone gets a happy ending. some do, others don't. But which will Kevin, the main character, have? The only way to find out is by reading the Battle of the Pures. Wait! I haven't even republished the first book yet, so your gonna have to wait about a month or two. Most likely two. I have to go through every chapter and write anything bad to a good. Which will be a lot of things. I'm only on chapter 3 right now, mainly because I've been writing the War of the Pures prologue and chapter 1. But it has been a rough road so far. Like I have to change some things that at first I wanted in, but I want out right now. Like I'm changing a name from it's original version, Cobra, to Black. Which is a hint to who he is. You might find out who he is before Kevin does. I already know, of course. I'm writing the books, so I will obviously know who he is. But when you do you'll be confused. No more hints. Anyway, where was I? I remember, but no I don't want to continue. Kevin.
What?
Say what you were going to say.
Why should I?
Because by now the reader is wanting to know.
Fine.
Good.
Now go back to what you were doing.
I was watching you write. I have nothing else to do in this big head of yours.
Is that a compliment? Ot an insult?
Both really. Your head is always filled with either your books, or Jannessa.
So? How is that an insult and a compliment?
It's a compliment because you are always thinking of something, or someone. Its an insult because it's so big, you can hardly find your way through all of it. It's like a room that you can hardly see the floor because it is completely covered in toys.
And how is that an insult? I'm not getting any 'Insult Here!' flags from what your saying.
What? Wait. 'Insult Here!' flags?
Here you go.
I hate you.
So do I. Now go ahead and just watch me write my feelings away. I just gave him a picture of a red flag with 'Insult Here!' written on it in gold letters.
They're more silver to me.
Doesn't matter, they're gold. Unless he changed it using the 'Powers of Imagination!'
The powers of what now?
Imagination?
Okay?
Great!
What?
Back to what I was talking about.
Good.
If you don't stop talking I'll never say what I was going to say.
Fine fine.
Great. So I was writing the 1st chapter to War of the Pures. And I was writing about Jannessa's friend. And that got mr thinking about her and her friendships, which is something Other Kevin can't do.
I've apologized enough for trying to guilt trip Jannessa, Kevin.
I'll stop saying stuff like that when you learn to see that I'm not on top of everyone's priorities. I'm not even on top of mine. Other people are. Not me. I bet on no where close to being anywhere near Jannessa's priorities. Not anymore anyway since I completely shattered her promise. And I bet I'm no where close to being anywhere​ on her friends list.
Kevin.
WHAT?!
Nevermind.
I'm serious. I am nowhere close to either her friend list, or her priorities. I don't bet on it/ I know I am.
*sigh*
What? It's true. It's completely true. It's obviously true. I am, and will never be anywhere close to either her friends list or her priorities. Why would I be?
Kevin, that's not-
Why would I be?

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