i can't take this anymore. i honestly can't. at this point i know i'm alone. i can hardly talk to people about what i want to talk about. it's just not me. i wish i never said what i did. i'm sorry i said that. i'm sorry...sorry...sorry...sorry. you have no idea what i feel. to be broken, to be alone, to be heartbroken. and have everyone you can talk to disappear from you. they are still there. i can still talk to them. but it feels like they never listen. i hate myself. to be honest sometimes i do wish i did kill myself. everyday the feeling that jo one would care gets bigger and bigger. like i'm actually a chain holding people back. it gets worse everyday. i want to talk to someone. not myself. i'm sorry. no one has to talk to me. leave me alone. i know you don't care. i can't take humans anymore...i can't...no one ever cares...only few have...and they don't care for long...why do they stop...stop caring...they hate me...everyone does...i hate me...you hate me...your family hates me...i can't be cared for...when i am...you don't care for long...why can't i ever talk to someone...someone who cares...someone who will never stop caring...don't lie...you've stopped caring...you stopped caring a long time ago...you stopped...why did you stop...you didn't care when you did what you did...you wanted that to happen! you don't regret it! and you haven't forgiven me! that's all a lie! a big fat lie! sorry...sorry...sorry...sorry...sorry...sorry...sorry...sorry...sorry...sorry...sorry...sorry...sorry......it's all my fault...why did i say what i did...because i was mad...but when i said it i was sad...but you didn't care...you didn't...you won't care...you never cared...not when everyone was bullying me! you never cared! you didn't care then! you didn't care now! and you wouldn't care if i killed myself! you'd be happy! glad that this burden known as a StolenGiant is dead! Wouldn't you, ja...damn me...
