I hate contsricting myself. Sometimes, like 20% of the time, I'll say something, then instantly break it. While every other time, I'll say something and go with it. Usually never break it. For example, "Then I won't ask." I can't break it, no matter how hard I try I can't break it. Even just to say something else, it's forcing me to stay quiet. 'Cause I know that I'm just going to ask, so not talking is about the only thing I can do. Ugh, I hate myself. I just...hate myself.
