got milk, git coffee creamer, and got bruce cookies, and took a shower. all onna very, very, very depressing day. i just want to lay down and die. i can't write my other books anymore, i just can't write it anymore. i will eventually go back to it...eventually...someday...i might...probably never go back to it. i promise, i will go back to it, just i can't now. i'm tired, really tired. if i'm still up around 3, i'll say so.
