The plane ride home was silent. I mean what was there to talk about? We were all leaving people we loved I mean except Rob and Zach they just didn't know what to say. The whole ride I was thinking. How was I going to explain this to Nash? He would be so mad at me or he would understand. I really wasn't sure what his reaction would be but I was super nervous.
The plane finally landed after what seemed like hours. We got our luggage and Todd and Lexi came and picked us up. I was really excited to see Lexi and talk to her.
''Lexi!'' I yelled running into her arms.
''Kayla!'' She said.
Everyone hugged and we went home. When we got home I went upstairs and started to unpack. I started thinking about when I should talk to Nash. A knock at the door broke me from my thoughts.
''Come in.'' I said and Lexi came in.
''Hey.'' I said and she sat down on my bed.
''So how was it?'' She asked. I laughed.
''Amazing yet awful.'' I said putting a few things away.
''Do you want to grab a late dinner with Sarah since we haven't eaten and we can all talk?'' She asked.
''Of course let me just freshen up a bit.'' I said.
''Okay I'll go tell Sarah.'' She said and left . I washed my face, touched up my makeup and hair and then sprayed myself with perfume and headed downstairs.
''Ready?'' I asked when I saw the girls coming downstairs. They nodded and we headed out. We went to Olive Garden of course.
''Sooo what happened?'' Lexi asked.
''Well I was super nervous about telling him I was dating Nash and I didn't talk to him then I thought about it and I decided I needed to break up with Nash so I did and I felt awful. I told Austin about it and he was really mad. We eventually made up and became friends with benefits haha. And we're all good now, we're just sad.'' I explained.
''Wow.'' Lexi said and I nodded.
''Yeah so there you go.'' I said.
''Well I'm glad you two are okay now but you really need to talk to Nash.'' She said.
''I know I will I'm super nervous.'' I said.
''Don't worry we're here to help, everything will be okay.'' Sarah said.
''What would I do without you guys?'' I asked and laughed.
''You should text Nash now and see if he'll meet you tomorrow to talk.'' Sarah said. I nodded. I was getting super nervous now.
Me: Hey we need to talk... Starbucks tomorrow at 3?
I sent the text and anxiously waited for a reply.
''It'll be fine.'' Lexi said.
''I know I'm just nervous.'' I said and was interrupted by my phone buzzing.
Nash: Yeah we do... I guess.
Me: You don't sound too sure.
Nash: I am so let's just do it.
Me: Okay. I'm so sorry.
Nash: Yeah whatever see ya tomorrow.
He's mad. Now I hurt even more than before. First I had to break up with him over the freaking phone already feeling awful about it, then when Austin and I were finally okay I had to leave and I won't see him for two months and now Nash is mad at me. I just want to cry.