We drove back to the hotel in San Antonio, only Sarah and Alex talking. Austin was listening to music and looked like he was in deep thought. I wish I didn't come at all, I wish I didn't mess everything up. Before I knew it I was asleep and woke up by Sarah shaking me.
''We're home let's go.'' She said.
''Okay.'' I groaned.
''What's wrong?'' She asked as everyone grabbed their luggage.
''I don't know, I just wish I knew what to do to get my life together and not mess everything up every time.'' I say.
''You just need to not rush into everything and think about things and talk about with me or something, I don't know.'' She said.
''I know I'm bad about that.'' I say.
''Well soon everything will be fine.'' She says.
''I hope.'' I groan.
''Trust me.'' She says.
''I'll try.'' I respond.
''Hey I'm going out with a friend see you guys later.'' Austin says.
''Where are you going?'' I ask suspiciously.
''Just out to dinner to talk.'' He says innocently.
''Okay have fun.'' I sigh. He just nodded and left. Sarah and I went up to our room and changed into pajamas. Sarah went to hang out with Alex and I just fell asleep. I woke up about two hours later to a knock on the door. I figured it was Sarah and she just forgot her key so I opened the door and stood back waiting for her to walk in or hug me but that didn't happen, I was pushed against the door causing it to close and me to wake up. I looked surprised to see Austin and his face centimeters away from mine.
''Umm hi.'' I said turning my head to the side.
''Hey baby.'' Austin said into my ear making shivers go throughout my body.
''You like that?'' He asked and all I could do was nod. He bit his lip making me weak at the knees. He then gabs my face and kisses me. I got a weird taste in my mouth but ignored it and kept kissing him. I then jumped and wrapped my legs around Austin's waist. He grabbed me thighs and I ran my fingers through his hair. We stopped kissing and her started nibbling my ear.
''Stop.'' I giggled.
''I know you like it babe.'' He whispered seductively in my ear. I giggled again.
''I'm making you weak aren't I?'' He whispers again sending chills down my spine. I nod again and bite my lip.
''Stop that's turning me on.'' He whispers.
''Shut up Austin.'' I say as he moves his face closer to mine our lips almost touching. Then I smell it. I push Austin back and he looks surprised.
''Austin are you drunk?!'' I yell.
''No I'm not trust me babe I promise.'' He says coming closer.
''Please just go.'' I say a tear escaping my eye. He looks sad but leaves. I crawl back in bed in tears now. I just want to go home. And now I really don't know if Austin will work out or not.