I was so glad Kayla wasn't still mad at me. She smiled and that smile was the smile I loved and needed to see. I felt bad that she thought I cheated on her. I didn't it was a Mahomie. And I feel even worse about what I said yesterday. I was just annoyed, tired, and I just wanted to see her, and the worse of all I was sick and she didn't even know.
Yesterday I woke up feeling horrible. I threw up and I could hardly move. I thought it was just the flu but when I woke up today I felt a million times worse. We quickly flew to Miami so Kayla could see me and I could be with her and my mom and Carter. I was thinking hard about what to say to Kayla when I could talk when I hear a soft ''Hey'' I look up and I immediately smile and feel a lot better. I had been bothering my mom all morning about her and she was finally here. She looked miserable and I felt so bad. As she was leaving she grabbed my hand and kissed my cheek, we both felt that spark that we had both missed so much. I could tell she missed it because she had the biggest smile ever on her face. I did too, I was smiling like an idiot.
When she left I just kept smiling. This made me realize how lucky I was to have her. I decided to text her since I couldn't talk.
Me: Hey babe! I hope you've forgiven me for yesterday. You don't know how bad I feel!! I was just sick, I missed you so much and I was sad because I didn't get a chance to tell you I was sick. I was worried about you all day and night. Believe it or not I cried myself to sleep thinking about you. It was stupid for me to say that and I just hope you know that was a Mahomie and I would and could never cheat on someone as great as you. Seeing you today made me feel sooo much better! And made me realize how lucky I am to have you! And you are so strong and I'm just so proud of you! I love you so much! Never forget that! ♥ :-* :-* :-*
I put my phone down and smiled. It actually hurt to smile but I couldn't help it. Kayla always made me smile. My phone buzzed and I looked at it and it was a text from Kayla.
Kayla: Austy♥ when I looked at myself in the mirror today I realized I had turned into a person I never wanted to turn into. I was a mess and so was my life. I was assuming too much and relying on others too much for my problems. I'm sorry for everything! Seeing you today made me happy and I realize I'm the luckiest girl ever! I hope you feel better. If I could I would be sick for you!! I love you so much Austin Carter Mahone! :-* :-* :-* ♥
Now I felt bad that she thought she assumed too much and relied on others too much and she thought she did something wrong. She was an amazing mom and needed to stop worrying about it. I was tired so I put my phone down and fell asleep hoping the pain would go away because right now it felt like I had been hit by a car. My whole body hurt so bad. I'm a tough guy and can deal with pain but this pain was different.