You're P.O.V
I was pushed into the corner of the wall. My jacket off my shoulders, Hyunsik started kissing me, my hands on his chest. He then left my lips and traved to my neck and then my shoulders. "Hyunsik," I said. He ignores me and kisses my lips again, I pushed him away for a second, "Hyunsik," I said. "What? What's wrong?" He ask me. "I got to go or he will wonder where I am," I tell him. "Why? When he's cheating on you right now," he tells me.
I look down, he kisses my forehead. "Please leave him and come to me please," he begs me. "I want to go to you, but." I said . "He will use your sister's death against you, why do you let him use that? When he knows how close you and your sister were. He's no good for you, he's using you. You know he's cheating on you with his ex-girlfriend, please baby girl leave him and come to me." He tells me. "This your best friend we are talking about," I tell him. "So? Yes I'm breaking the bro code, but I can't help it I have loved you for so long. So please baby," he tells me.
"What if he hurts you?" I ask him. "I don't care what happens to me as long I am with you I don't care," he tells me. And leans in and kisses my lips again I kiss him back . We separated, he held my face in his hands. "I love you so much," he tells me. And pecks my lips, "I love you too," I tell him and kiss him again. I then felt my phone vibrated getting a text in my pocket. We separated again. And I took my phone out of my pocket it was from Dan my boyfriend.
Dan: Hey I'll be home in a hour .
I let out a breath. "He'll be back at our place in a hour," I tell him. "Okay come on let's get you home," he tells me. "That's not my home," I tell him. He kisses my forehead, takes my hand and we head outside his apartment and get in his car. And we drove off.
"_____" he said "yeah" I say to him. "You don't regret this even though it's wrong since your his girlfriend and I'm his best friend. But do you?" He ask me. "No, I don't I wish I noticed your feelings and I wish you told me right away," I tell him. Me and Hyunsik are secretly together, I'm cheating on my boyfriend with his best friend. I know it is wrong but how it started...
Flashback
I was so upset I just found out my boyfriend of 3 years is cheating on me with his ex, I should have figured it out. I was at the club about to take my 2nd cup of alcohol but then someone grab the cup and puts it down . I look at the person it was Hyunsik, Dan's best friend. "Hyunsik why are you here?" I ask him. "I came here with Peniel and saw you, you don't drink why are you ?" He ask me. "I want to forget what I saw," I tell him. "What's that ?" He ask. I got up and walked away, he followed me, I walked into a empty hallway where there's no load music.
He pins me to the wall, and I tried to get away from him and started crying into his chest. "What did he do to you?" He ask me. "He's cheating on me with her, no wonder why he's been like this. I hate him, he treats me like shit . Why am I with him?" I tell Hyunsik. "_____," he says my name . I look up at him. He leans in and kisses me, I kiss him back. We separated and he realized what he has done, "I'm sorry I shouldn't have," he said . I grab his face and kiss him again.
We separate, "I heard a rumor that you liked me for a long time, tell me the truth," I tell him. "I do I have liked you for so long but you're dating Dan so I backed off. I still like you," he tells me. I kiss him again. Something about this feels so right, "make me forget him tonight," I tell him. He kisses me again and takes me into the bathroom. We walk into a stall he locks it. And pins me again into the door. And kisses me. I kiss him back, I started to undue his pants and he helps and they fall down to his ankles along with his underwear.
He puts his hands under my skirt and takes off my underwear and letting them fall. He makes me wrap my legs around his waist . And he enters his member into my area. I moan in his mouth, as he pounded into me. "Hyunsik," I moaned his name. He kisses me again and starts leaving kisses on my neck. I grab his face and kiss his lips again. He kept on going and going . "There Hyunsik again please," I tell him. He hits the spot again. "_____ I'm about to," he tells me. "Same here," I tell him and we released . We were both heavy breathing.
I hold him close, and kiss his cheek. We fixed up, and left the place in his car, since I came here by taxi. He was taking me somewhere. "Where are we going?" I ask him. "I'm taking you home," he tells me. I froze I don't want to go home, "stop the car," I tell him. "Why?" He ask "just stop the car," I tell him. He pulls over to the side and parks I get out. And he follows. And grabs my hand, I yank it away. "What is wrong with you?" He ask me . "I don't want to go home, I don't want to see him," I tell Hyunsik.
"_____, you need to go home. I explain to him I found you in the club and tell him to apologize and own up to what he's doing," he tells me . "Tell him about the club? Yeah go ahead and also tell him, that you his best friend just had sex with me in the bathroom. He wonder why because look at both of us," I tell him. Even though we fixed ourselves we still look like a mess. "Hyunsik please don't take me home," I tell him. We were quiet for a second . "Alright I won't but I have a question," he says . "What is it?" I ask. He let out a breath.
"Even though what we did is very wrong, I still want to continue it. Not for the sex, I mean like," he says and stops himself. "You mean like a couple like dates and spending time together?" I ask . "Yes even though that would be hard with people we know might see us," he tells me. I take a step towards him and peck his lips and hug him. "I don't know why but something about being with you feels right , even when we would just talk something kept on telling me that I need to be around you. And my heart would always beat around you I kept on telling myself I love Dan but I don't think I do anymore. I think I actually love you something about what we just did felt right. So yes we can," I tell him.
He hugs me back, "Come on let's go back to my place," he tells me. And get back into his car and headed to his apartment.
End of flashback.
It's been a year since we started this , and Hyunsik has been a better boyfriend then Dan. I know what I want it's not like I haven't tried breaking up with Dan but every time I try he uses my sister's death against me. My sister and I were really close up until she passed away from a illness. I don't get why he won't break up with me. He's been cheating on me with his ex for year, I don't understand him.
Just then I remember something, "Hyunsik I took a test today," I tell him. "And what did it say?" He ask me . "It's negative," I tell him. "Thank god. I'm sorry," he says . "It's okay I don't want a baby yet," I tell him. "Me too I do want kids with you but not right now," he says to me. "Same here," I tell him. He takes me hand in his, we pulled up to my apartment complex. Before I left the car I kiss his lips. "I love you," I tell him. "I love you too," he says to me. I look at him. "I will tell him tonight," I tell him.
"Do you want me to come in with you?" He ask . "No," I tell him. "I'll be over there pack some bags and text me if anything goes wrong," he tells me. "Okay," I tell him. And get out it's time for this to be over . He can be with her and I can be with Hyunsik, I want to be with Hyunsik. He treats me like a person, he listens to me, is kind to me, and loving. I walk upstairs and unlock the door and turn on the lights. I go into our room and start packing some clothes , shoes and other stuff. I packed 3 bags. I put my stuff behind the couch and wait for Dan.
A hour later he came in and shuts the door. And sees me sitting on the couch, "hey I expected this place to be clean," he tells me. "Well I didn't clean today," I tell him. "Then what did you do then?" He ask me . "I went out , you don't expect me to be here all day," I tell him. "Okay , Okay you got a point sorry," he tells me. And he grabs a beer from the fridge . I let out a breath, "Dan we need to talk," I tell him. "Hey why did I find a empty pregnancy test box in the bathroom?" He ask. I froze, I thought I throw that away pretty good, "are you pregnant?" He ask me . "No I'm not and it's not mine, my cousin Luna (Fx) came over and thought she was pregnant and so I got her test and she took it here," I tell him. It's not a full lie Luna did come over and she knows what's going on . And she promised to keep it a secret because she hates Dan, she got me the test.
"Oh okay I thought it was yours for a second," he says and takes a sip from his beer, "anyway what I'm trying to say is-" hey lets get married," he cuts me off. I froze. "W-What?" I ask. "Let's get married since we been together for so long, why not? So what do you say?" He ask me. He has to be kidding me. "You want to marry me?" I ask him. He smiles at me . "Yeah," He says . I let out a breath. "No," I tell him. He looks at me surprised, "What? Why?" He ask. "Dan I know you're cheating on me with your ex, for the last year I'm not stupid I saw your phone some of my friends took pictures of you kissing her," I tell him.
He froze and looks guilty, "baby I'm sorry I didn't mean too," he says . "Don't call me that," I tell him. I grab my stuff and put on my shoes. I open the door, "I'll comeback for the rest of my things tomorrow, bye Dan thanks for nothing," I tell him. And shut the door and walk out with my bags, I walk 20 feet to Hyunsik car. He gets out and pops opens the trunk, and puts my bags in there and shuts it. "Well what happened?" He ask . "He ask me to marry him," I tell him. "What?" He says "yeah let's just go please," I tell him. Before I can get to the other side of the car my arm was grabbed.
It was Dan, "let me go," I tell him. "No I'm not giving you up," he tells me. "Why? You been cheating on me for a year go be with her," I tell him. "I broke up with her , because I realized I love you," he tells me. "Well I don't love you anymore," I tell him, "why?" He ask. "Because she's in love with me," said Hyunsik. Getting me out of Dan's grip and holding me close. "Hyunsik? What's going on?" Dan ask. "A year ago when I found out you were cheating I went to the club, and Hyunsik found me and we slept together. And we been together for a year, I love Hyunsik and I believe I always have," I tell him.
"You're lying," said Dan. "She's not Dan," Said Hyunsik. Dan grabs his hair. "For a whole fucking year you cheated on me with my best friend? For a fucking year?" He says to us. "Yes and the pregnancy box you found I lied that was mine," I tell him. "So you thought you were pregnant with his baby?," he ask me . I nodded my head yes. "I can't believe this my best fucking friend, really ?!? Out of everyone you can cheat on me with it had to be him, this mother fucker? What would you family think? Your friends? What would you dead sister would think? She would be so disappointed in you," he says to me.
I felt tears leave my eyes he brought up my sister, Hyunsik walks up to him and punch's him. "Don't you ever bring up her sister again, just let her go, yes she's with me, yes I broke the bro code but you know what? I love her I always have I just never said anything because she was with you. Yes I slept with her did I feel like shit at first? Yes but I don't regret it, I don't regret being with her, I don't regret falling in love with her," he tells Dan .
"Hyunsik lets go please," I tell him. "Right let's get out of here baby girl," he tells me he walks me to the other side of the car and opens the door for me and I went in and he shut the door. And went to the driver side. Before we can drive off Dan hits the driver side window good thing the doors are locked. "Give me back my girlfriend," he demanded "she's not yours girlfriend anymore, you wanted to be with your ex so bad go be with her," Said Hyunsik. "Please _____ comeback to me," he begs "no im not going to be with someone who cheated on me for a year and uses my sister's death to make me feel guilty," I tell him.
"I'm going to fucking kill you if you don't get out of this car right now," he says to me. "Drive ," I tell Hyunsik and he did and we left.
Hyunsik's house
We took a shower together and we sit on his bed and I drying his hair with a towel, I stand a little on my knees to dry it better . He put his hands on my waist, and makes me sit down, he puts his hand on my cheek and rubs his thumb against it. "You okay?" He ask me. "I'm scared what if he comes over here?" I ask him. "He won't, but if he does we will call the cops," he tells me. "I feel free, like I'm not trapped anymore and I can finally be with someone who truly loves me and that is you," I tell him. He smiles at me. "But how do you feel he has been your best friend since middle school?" I ask him.
"To be honestly with you I feel like our friendship died when high school hit, all he cared about was getting drunk and having sex. While I wanted to focus on my education sure we still hung out but we both had a different group of friends. I don't know I feel like he had something against me, I was told by a lot of people including some of your friends that he only ask you out because he found out I liked you. I don't know or care, I'm with you now and I feel like the luckiest guy in the world." He tells me. I smile and I lean in and kiss his lips. "I love you," he tells me. "I love you too," I tells me. He kisses me again and he made me lay down on my back while he was on top of me still kissing me and we lace our hands together.