Hug Me(V's Ending)

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~I can't beat my sad heart, again I'm enduring the dark and sleepless nights. Without regard for my despair the morning indifferently wakes me. The wound burns more than expected, the hurt goes deeper than expected, the countless nights of resenting you are like hell to me. Please stay at my side, please stay with me. Please don't let go of the me who is holding your hand, if you go one step further away like this. I can just take one more step and that's enough~

Recap:

Taehyung ran somewhere off to the right, Joshua somewhere to the left, and Mingyu simply ran straight away from you. You smirked as you decided which one to run after and took off after him, not knowing at the time that this choice would eventually change how you and him saw each other.

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Your feet took you to the right, trying yet failing on trying to keep up with Taehyung who had now disappeared into a room. You stopped running and stayed still and silent, listening for any slight noise indicating where Taehyung was. And eventually your efforts paid off when you heard a thud from the guest bedroom followed by a whispered curse. You smirked and silently walked to the door before throwing the door open and looking around with slightly narrowed eyes for the boy that was the reason you had icing on your face.

"Tae~hyung~," you called out as you walked further into the room and stopped at the foot of the bed. 

You slowly kneeled down and glimpsed under the bed, growing confused when you didn't see him underneath it. Sitting back up you let out a yelp when you felt hands grab your shoulders, and turning around you saw Tae standing there laughing at your reaction.

"Haha I got you~"

"Tae, that's not funny~!" You whined as you placed your hand on your chest and pouted up at him.

He smiled fondly and pat your head, "Mian, I didn't mean to scare you that bad."

You turned your head away from him and crossed your arms, while he smirked and watched your actions with amusement. 

"Are you really going to ignore me?" He asked before kneeling beside you and pouting as well, "Raphie-ah, mianhaeyo~~"

~The thousands of times in one day that I repeat and think of your appearance. The unforgiving words that you said to me, that icy gaze and those cold expressions. You were an incredibly pretty person, you were an incredibly pretty person. Please don't be like this to me, you know me well. Oh girl, the words that you said so lightly at that time made it so light, our relationship. I didn't know that 'being used to it' would be scarier than anything.~

You glanced at him then back at the floor immediately regretting your action when you felt your heart start to beat faster. Tae grabbed ahold of your chin and turned your head to face him, the pout still on his face. "Wh-What?" You stuttered out as you felt your cheeks heating up from embarrassment.

He brought his face closer to your own making your eyes widen and you tried to back away from him, only to fail when he tightened his grip and wrap his free arm around your back making sure you couldn't move anywhere. His head tilted to the side and a small smile crossed his face, "You know, there's something I haven't told you before."

"Wh-What's that?"

He moved his eyes across your face and smiled gently, as a look of what almost seemed to be adoration filled his eyes and he rubbed his thumb across your cheek softly. "I love you," he said almost as a whisper.

Your eyes widened and your mouth slightly dropped open. "W-Wh-Wha-?"

He let out a small chuckle and pulled you tighter against his chest, tucking his head into the crook of your neck. "Please just let me hold, I've been dreaming of having you in my arms since I first met you."

H-He's loved me all this time? You thought to yourself as you felt your heart start to beat faster and felt heat rush to your cheeks. "T-Taehy-hyung," you whispered against his shirt as you closed your hand around it.

"Hm?"

"I-I love you, too." You said before feeling him push you back gently and smile down at you widely. 

"Awe~ Raphie, you're too cute!" He said as he kissed your forehead and then crushed you against him again.

"Ta-Tae~ that hurts," you muttered out as you pushed against him.

~I don't know your heart, up until we ultimately said a goodbye full of regret. As the days pass it gets bigger, the empty space you left. Oh shit, even if we give water to our flower bed that used to be so beautiful, the full blooms have all become nothing but memories. Only the scent of loneliness gushes forth. If I could see you again I, I want to show you everything I have. My heart that's beating to hold you tight. I want to convey it all to you, I for real for real. Until you hold this sincerity in your embrace once again~

*Time skip~ 2 weeks later*

You took a sip from your drink while you watched the tv they were playing in the corner of the cafe. Taehyung had asked for you to meet up with him here today for a date and so far he was late, which now didn't come as a surprise to you. He had his own reasons but even if you showed up 5 minutes after the set time he still wouldn't be there, so you'd usually just end up waiting for fifteen or twenty more minutes.

"Jagiya!"

You turned when you heard your boyfriend shout and felt a smile cross your face when you saw him rushing towards your table. "Hey Tae."

He bent over and tried to catch his breath as he apologized, "Mi-Mian, I got held up at a shoot with the guys."

"It's fine," you said simply but honestly as you pat his hand that was lying on the table in front of you. "Take a seat."

He smiled apologetically at you and collapsed into the chair across from you, leaning his head onto the table. His breathing was still off meaning he had run a long way to make it to your date, which made you smile. 

"Tae, you didn't have to rush. If you were busy we could've rescheduled for a better ti-"

"No!" He said as he jerked his head up and pouted at you, "Because then I won't be able to be with you for long."

You smiled and reached your arm across the table, lightly squeezing his cheek. "Awe, my Tae is so sweet."

He grabbed your hand and kissed it, "Of course. I love you~"

"I love you, too. Now, let's order something to eat."

~Just hold me, hold me a little. Don't say anything and please just run to me with a heart that's nothing but lonely and anxious. I'm waiting for you like this. I love you, I love you. In the long silence, a sound comes, screaming from my foolish and weak heart.~

"Ahh~ It feels nice out tonight." Taehyung stretched his arm out and wrapped it around your shoulder, pulling you closer to his side. 

"Mhm," you said absentmindedly as you looked out at the scenery. 

"Yah," he said as he shook your shoulder lightly. "You're not even paying me the slightest attention."

"Oh, mian~. It's just that the scenery is really pretty up here. How'd you find this place?"

"Hm? Oh well, a few months ago I was having a bad day and to help me feel better Jin hyung brought me up here but told me to keep it a secret."

"Awe~ Well thank you for showing me, it means a lot." You told him as you leaned over and kissed his cheek.

He looked down at you and cupped your face, "I really do love you, Raphie."

You smiled, "I love you, too, Taehyung."

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QOTD:

-Ever been to any concerts[any]??

-Unfortunately mine is a no T-T

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