A tear is running down your face when you scroll trough your pictures on your phone. It's been 3 years that you last saw the boys, the day they left is a day you won't forget. Michael, who was your bf back then, called you to come over to film the boys for a Blink 182 cover. That song kept playing in your head while you where thinking of those memories. Cause when the video was uploaded the boys invited you to eat pizza with them, you agreed but first went home to get your purse since you didn't have it with you. Just when you were about to leave you got a phone call you never expected to get, atleast for now. The women on the phone asked you to come to the hospital because the boys had been in a car crash, you got to the hospital as soon as you could and asked a doctor to tell you whee the boys were. With every word the doctor said your eyes started to tear up Ash, Cal and Luke didn't survive the crash and Mike was in a deep coma with just 5% chance he would wake up. You rab to his room as soon as you could and when you enter the room you see Michael full cuts and bruises sobs escape your lips as you think what would happen if you were in that accident too. You knew Michael wasn't gonna wake up as soon as you held his hand. The heart moniter signalised that Michael was gone while he made a promise to never leave your side. But those memories would be gone if you just take the bottle of pills that was in your hand. As soon as you took those pills you stood on the roof of the buiding you live in and slightly leaned forward. You could say that I'm really not fine at all...
