Shawn Mendes Imagines Part 3 {COMPLETED}

116. You're Insecure*

A/n: Smuttiness is ahead! Also, explicit language in this one! Anyways, please enjoy this imagine. Okay, let's begin!

I woke up in the morning and immediately felt sad. Lately I've been feeling really insecure about my body, like, more than usual. I opened my eyes and saw my husband of three months, Shawn Mendes, already smiling at me.

"Good morning Mrs. Mendes." He said. I smiled at him.

"Good morning Mr. Mendes." I said. He kissed my forehead and then began to get out of bed.

"Are you hungry? Do you want me to make pancakes or waffles or something?" He asked. I thought for a moment. How do I tell him that I was thinking of just not eating so I could lose weight, even though I was starving (A/N: DON'T DO THAT IT'S UNHEALTHY!!!)? I don't.

"Um, I'm not really hungry right now." I said. He frowned.

"Are you sure?" He asked. I nodded.

"Yeah. Actually, I'm still a bit tired so I'm just going to stay in bed for a little bit longer." I said. Shawn looked at me for a moment before nodding.

"Okay darling. You rest, I'll be downstairs when you wake up, okay?" He asked. I nodded.

"Okay." I said.

"I love you." He said. I smiled at him.

"I love you too." I said and then closed my eyes again. I heard him go downstairs and I fell back asleep. I woke up a little bit later and decided to go downstairs. Shawn smiled when he saw me.

"Hey baby. Here, come sit on my lap." He said as he patted his lap. How do I tell my own husband that I don't want to because then I'll just crush him? I don't. I shook my head.

"No, I don't want to sit on your lap. Can I put my head in your lap instead?" I asked. He nodded.

"Sure. Oh wait, are you hungry now?" He asked. I shook my head.

"No." I said. Right after I said it, my stomach grumbled and it was pretty loud. Shawn chuckled.

"Are you sure about that?" He asked. I smiled a little.

"What did you make?" I asked. Shawn stood up.

"Waffles." He said as he interlaced his fingers with mine. He gave me a plate of some that were already drowning in syrup, just how I like it, and they were cut up. I smiled at him.

"Thank you." I said.

"You're welcome darling. Do you want me to make you some coffee?" He asked. I nodded.

"Yes please. You know how I like it." I said. He nodded.

"Of course I do. But first, I need a kiss from my gorgeous wife." Shawn said with a smile. He then put his lips on mine. I felt my heart race as if I had just run a marathon, I felt butterflies erupt and fly around in my tummy, and I felt sparks shoot through my whole body. Shawn then pulled away and made me a cup of coffee.

"Thank you." I said.

"You're welcome my love." He said as he sat down across from me.

"What are you doing baby? You don't have to sit with me while I eat. Why don't you go watch tv or something?" I asked. He shook his head.

"No, I want to sit with my beautiful wife." He said. I blushed and took a sip of my coffee.

"Shawn?" I asked as I looked at my food.

"Yes Y/n?" He asked.

"Do you, um, do you really think that I'm beautiful and gorgeous?" I asked.