Longing (Steve Rogers x reader)

Orders

After breakfast you found yourself sitting in the living room with Bucky, Steve and Sam with an action movie playing on the big screen tv that Tony had up against the wall. It was huge, and took up most of the empty space. You had a feeling he had it specially made for the wall, considering its massive size. Bucky had taken the well stuffed leather chair, while Sam was stretched out on the long couch you used to use when you and Steve would sit across the room from each other. You found yourself in the center of the room on the loveseat, with your head in Steve's lap while he watched the television with rapt attention. You were on your laptop looking over the mission docket for the week. You were now scheduled to leave Monday afternoon to go to Paris for a few day mission on a Hydra base with Sam, Bucky, Thor and Loki. It was more muscle power than you were used to, but you figured that they knew better what they were up against. You studied the base details closely, knowing you were supposed to go to the computer room on the second floor. You were hoping to avoid getting caught this time, since the last time you ended up in a gunfight. Tom purred loudly from beside you while Roxy had taken one of the empty chairs to curl up on. You were slightly worried about your fur babies being without you for the week, but you knew Steve would take good care of them as well. You went over the base plans several times, looking for alternate exits once you were in the room, as well as tried to strategize how to get in and out of the base. You looked at the other mission dockets for the week and saw that Clint and Nat were on a few missions together with other members of the team. Steve played idly with your hair as he watched the movie, and gazed down at you once in a while to see if you were still awake. You always caught his gaze and gave him a broad smile in response. You were still surprised at how far the two of you had come, and the fact that he was your boyfriend still seemed to be like a pipe dream to you.

You had gotten up at lunch time and supper time, as well as to take out Roxy, but a majority of your day had been spent on the loveseat in Steve's lap. The three men in the room seemed to be enjoying their day off, watching action movie after action movie. You took a break from your studying once in a while to watch the movies, but you weren't as invested as they were in the movies themselves. When it was time for Steve's evening walk, he pouted slightly that he was leaving you, but also insisted that he took Roxy with him. You knew he was just looking for a reason to come to your room after, and honestly, you looked forward to having him there. You also weren't against him spending the night again. It seemed to be going a bit fast, but you adored him in every sense of the word, and wanted nothing more than to spend every night in his strong and capable arms. You knew eventually sex would come into the mix, but for now, you were enjoying the cuddles and the hot makeout sessions.

While Steve went for his walk, you made your way up to your suite and made your evening tea with Tom at your side. You slipped him a few extra treats and he purred happily at your offering. You quickly made your way outside onto the balcony and watched the three men walk with Roxy around the building. They all stopped to wave to you, and you gave a soft wave back, wondering if maybe one day you would get the balls to ask if you could join them. You loved that they would come for tea, but you also wanted to join them on things they enjoyed too. You took out your phone and played some soft music while you watched the sunset, just feeling a semblance of peace for the moment.

"I'm back" Steve called from your suite door as you were just finishing your tea. The sun was almost done setting and you were preparing yourself to go back inside. Roxy came trotting out and whined until you took a few treats out of your pocket and fed them to her.
"Welcome back" you called out to him and he took long strides through your suite to come and see you sitting still on the swing. You set down your mug and took in his grey sweatpants and white t-shirt and licked your lips marveling at his masculinity. "Hey there Captain" you batted your eyes flirtatiously.
"Hey beautiful" he licked his lips and smirked at you. He quickly moved to sit beside you on the swing, and put his arm around your shoulders. "What's a beautiful woman like you, sitting on a swing like this?"
"Waiting for my Captain to come home" you giggled softly.
"Shh, don't tell him I was here" he chuckled. "I am after all, going to steal his girl"
"You seem so confident" you bantered back quickly.
"I have it on good authority she likes me too" he winked at you.
"Pretty sure she does" you giggled at the silliness of the conversation.
"You know what else?" he asked, his voice dropping a few octaves.
"What's that?" you bit your bottom lip to look up into his baby blue eyes.
"Pretty sure I'm planning on kissing her tonight" his gaze flicked to your lips.
"Oh, how will I ever survive?" you teased.
"I don't know how I survived so long without your kisses" he leaned in and brushed his lips against your own. You hummed happily and reciprocated the kiss, leaning more into him but being careful of his wounded chest. "Tell me I can spend the night" he asked softly.
"Did you take your pain medication?" you asked, arching a single eyebrow carefully.
"If it's a yes, I'll go take them right now" he promised.
"Then it's a yes," you nodded quickly. He stood up without a word, and hurried over to his side of the balcony and headed into his room. He came back out a few minutes later as you were getting up to go wash your mug and he gave a large smile, making his way back over. You flushed slightly and led the way into your suite. You barely made it three steps in when Steve's arms went around your waist and he pressed his lips against the side of your neck at the pulse point.
"Let me go wash my mug quickly, and I'm all yours" you gave a breathy moan at the sensation of his lips.
"I'm coming to help," he insisted.
"Steve, it only takes a moment" you giggled and danced out of his arms.
"I'll be without you most of the week" he pouted as you were out of arm's reach. "I just want to get my fill"
"You have the whole night" you promised and looked over at him while making your way to the kitchen sink. His eyes roamed over your body lustfully and you couldn't stop the flush from your cheeks if you tried.
"I'm going to start now" he came up behind you while you were washing your mug, and he wrapped his arms around you and started planting soft kisses down the side of your neck. He stopped at your pulse point and started nipping at the flesh and sucking gently until a moan escaped your lips. His hands started roaming up and down your stomach, stopping precariously close to your breasts and he stood still for a moment. You finished washing the mug and put it to the side and leaned back into his firm body and he gave a soft groan as you almost melded into him with your soft form. His hands started inching up slowly towards your breasts as he continued to suck on the side of your neck and you pushed your chest upwards, inviting him to touch your breasts. He finally took one breast in each hand and slowly began massaging them, running his fingers over the outline of your bra and going to your beaded nipples and he started pinching at them and folding them through the fabric of your shirt and bra. You gave another moan and turned your head to capture his lips and he greedily kissed you to the point your knees felt like they were going to give out. You turned in his arms and his hands went to the bottom of your shirt automatically and his hands slowly started moving up underneath the fabric. You toyed with his hair at the nape of his neck and he moaned softly against your lips. You felt him make contact with the clasp of your bra and his deft fingers quickly unclasped it and you felt immediate release.
"Are you going to get changed, baby girl?" he pulled back from the kiss, looking at you with hooded lust filled eyes.
"I have a reason to now" you breathed in a soft pant. You were nearly drunk from his kisses alone. "I'll be right back" you took a few steps away and called on your invisibility and shed your top and bra as you walked through the living room, letting the fabric fall to the floor. Steve let out a loud groan watching as the clothes became visible on the floor and he bit his knuckles and looked down at the generous tent in his pants, his cock straining hard against the fabric of his boxers and dark blue pajama bottoms. He made his way slowly towards the bedroom and waited outside the door for a moment before walking in. He looked in the closet, hoping to catch a peek of you, but you had maintained your invisibility until you were completely changed. The only proof of you being there was your pants and discarded panties on the floor of the closet. He heard movement and watched with rapt attention as you slowly became visible again in a soft pink baby doll nightgown that was clearly satin, that had a tiny bow beneath your breasts with a small trim of lace. Your hair was out of its bun and cascaded over your shoulders and you had a bright smile on your face.
"I'm looking for a halo" he grinned, his legs splayed a little further apart as he crossed his arms studying you.
"Oh, you" you giggled and walked out of the closet towards him, swaying your hips more than necessary.
"Come here baby doll" he reached out his hand and grabbed you by the back of the neck pulling you close to him. You found yourself flat against his body, feeling every ridge and muscle pressing up against you. He leaned his forehead down against yours and gazed into your eyes for a moment. "No matter where I go, all I can see is you," he whispered.
"You sound like a romantic" you gave a soft giggle.
"When it comes to you, maybe I am" he winked and he quickly claimed your lips. His tongue quickly found its way inside, dancing with your own seamlessly. You couldn't help but wonder what else his tongue could do, it felt so magical. You ran your hands up and down his back, finding the seam of his t-shirt and taking a chance, you ran your hands up under his shirt reveling in the feel of his naked skin against your hands. One of his hands remained steady on the back of your neck, while his other hand went down to your ass and he squeezed tightly on one cheek and pulled you impossibly closer, his erection pressing into your stomach. You leaned more into him, wanting to feel so much more. He was kissing you senseless, and you dug your nails slightly into his upper back. He pulled back from the kiss and pulled his shirt off quickly and tossed it to the side before pulling you back in for another kiss. You put your hands over his shoulders and jumped up and wrapped your legs around his waist, his second hand easily supporting your weight. He took a few steps towards the bed and he turned so he could sit on the side with you on his lap. You went back to dancing your hands up and down his back before shyly bringing them to his chest and running your fingers through his chest hair. He moaned your name and you felt him twitch against you, and in response you rolled your hips against him feeling delicious friction against your bundle of nerves. His hands went to your naked thighs and slowly started making their way under your nightgown, up your stomach to your breasts again. He seemed to weigh each breast in his hands for a moment before he started playing with your nipples again, this time on your naked skin instead of having clothes between his hands and your flesh.
"Fuck" he hissed as he tweaked and folded the nipples between his fingers. He bent his head down and started kissing a trail from the side of your neck to your chest, and finally to your right breast and he started sucking on the nipple through the fabric. You rolled your hips against him again and he quickly turned so you were suddenly on your back and he was above you, his body settled between your legs and he pressed himself against your molten core. You let out a small cry as your back hit the mattress, but he continued to suck hard through the fabric of your night dress, to the point that the fabric was soaked through. His tongue flicked against the beaded nipple and you arched your back in response. You could barely handle it anymore, and you pushed down on the flimsy fabric, bearing both breasts to him and he pulled back and he groaned loudly. He quickly went for your left nipple this time, his beard brushing against your skin as he started sucking on the nipple, his hand toying with your right breast now.
"These are Gods greatest creation" he pulled back, using his teeth to slightly tweak at your nipple before he got too far away. He palmed at both breasts and went up to claim your lips again, his hips starting to move of their own accord, his cock rubbing against your clit in near precision. You rolled your hips for each of his thrusts, trying to egg him on to keep going. He kept a slow and steady pace while assaulting your lips. You ran your nails up and down his back and he moaned into your mouth and you gave a slight cry as you started feeling your orgasm starting to build.
"Steve" you cried out as he made a particularly hard thrust and you dug your nails in.
"Do you feel what you do to me baby doll?" his voice was deep and in the shell of your ear before he nipped at your earlobe.
"Yes" you cried out again, he was going a bit rougher and faster now. "Please" you begged, sweet release just within your grasp.
"Not yet, don't you dare cum yet" he nipped at the side of your neck as he continued to thrust his hips. He started losing his rhythm as he pushed you further and further into the bed. "Cum for me" he ordered, and you saw stars as you cried out his name, your back arching with the force of your orgasm. His movements got sloppy and he suddenly stilled on top of you and took your nipple into his mouth again.
"Fuck" you could still feel your body cumming, and your panties were soaked.
"I didn't know you could cry out that loud" Steve chuckled proudly.
"I didn't know I could orgasm that hard," you admitted, still feeling a little overwhelmed. He pulled back and you saw the front of his pants looked wet. "Sorry" you quickly apologized.
"That's from me" he gave a wink. "I've never done that before," he added a little bashfully. "I'm going to go change, don't move an inch" he warned you. You gave a soft nod and he swiftly went out the balcony door while you remained on the bed feeling thoroughly wrecked. You were itching to go change your panties, but you heeded Steve's orders. He came back a few minutes later and gave a grin seeing you still in the same position. He casually walked into your closet and you heard him in your drawers before he came out with a fresh pair of black lace panties. He confidently walked over to you and put his hands on either side of your hip and grasped the pale pink satin panties you were wearing and he gazed into your eyes as he slowly pulled them down. He only looked down as he unhooked them off your feet, and he slipped the black lace ones on, and brought them up torturously slow. His gaze held yours again, showing he wasn't sneaking a peak, until they were completely on. He then moved his hands to fix your nightgown to cover your breasts again, and he grinned as though he had just won first prize. "Now you can move" he whispered and you shot up on the bed and claimed his lips hungrily. He eagerly reciprocated the kiss and pushed you back into the mattress again. The kiss went from hungry to soft and slow before it slowly ended and he pulled back with his winning smile again. "You're so beautiful" he mused softly.
"Have you gotten your fill for the week?" you teased, finally catching your breath.
"Not even close, but it will have to do" he gave you a chaste kiss. "Move up on the bed" he instructed, pulling back the covers. You nodded and slid into the center of the bed under the blankets and he slid in beside you. He quickly put his arm under your head and you turned on your side to face him, putting one hand on his unwounded side of his chest. He reached and kissed the tips of your fingers before putting his head back on the pillows. The nights events were quickly catching up to you, and your eyes closed of their own accord and you quickly fell asleep.