Primal.

Chapter 98 - Girls, Girls, Girls.

"I'm not sleeping without you anymore." Nikki shook his head with a sigh. "We'll figure it out."

—-

You sat in the living area of the bus, jamming with Lita on your acoustic. As Nikki sat watching you. You had pulled up to a Wendy's and grabbed some burgers whilst you could before continuing to your next state. It was late but you were all having fun. Izzy was asleep in the room, she seemed to enjoy being surrounded by so many girls. Especially when Rach would play Barbies.

"I wrote a song" You said and you glared as you heard chuckles. "Give me a break."

You slid the notepad to Lita as you played the guitar part to it. You sang how you wanted the melody to go and Lita nodded, singing along with your guitar.

"I wake up to find myself
After all these years
And though all this time has gone
It still seems so unclear
'Cause there's no one else,
Since I found you
I know its been so hard
You should know
If I die tomorrow
As the minutes fade away
I can't remember
Have I said all I can say?
Your my everything
You make me feel so alive
If I die tomorrow"

Nikki stared at the lyrics as Lita sang. You had seen that look before. The surprise, the understanding and the how can I persuade you to let me have this song look. You shook your head and stopped playing.

"Go on.." You said looking at Nikki. He smirked, he knew you could read him like a book.

"What's going on?" Lita asked as you both stared at each other.

"He's gonna steal my damn song" You rolled your eyes. "He never lets me have his."

"That's not true" He chuckled. "You stole Hollywood from me. You tore it out my notepad!"

"Cause you pissed me off" You laughed.

"It sounds like a Motley song" Nikki said and Lita nodded in agreement.

"Stabbed in the back" You scoffed tearing the lyrics out of your book and handing them to him. "We're playing Kicked in the teeth."

"You can't we haven't released it yet" He smirked. "You can play whatever Motley song you want on tour but not the unreleased shit"

"Oh my god" Lita grinned. "I have so many ideas."

"You should probably include some of your own songs, just a tip from an actual rockstar" Nikki laughed and you rolled your eyes.

"Who let him tour with us?"

"His ego is really killing our all girls tour."

—-

You ran through your vocal scales as you walked around backstage. This would be the longest you would sing for. The support was Nine Inch Nails which was pretty fun.

"Lead me into temptation" You sang loudly as you walked around. It had been a long time since you were the headline band. This was the biggest you had ever gotten.

"Tell Mommy she's gonna do great" Nikki said as he watched you pace.

"Good job" Was all Izzy said as she patted you on the hand. You thanked her and started stretching.

"God I'm gonna puke" You sighed. "This is nothing to you is it?"

"No, but I remember when I first headlined a crowd that big. It was terrifying" Nikki said taking your hand and pulling you onto his lap.

"What did you do?" You asked him and he grinned.

"Did a bump"

"If it was in front of me right now I don't think I'd put up much of a fight" You admitted. "Will you come watch?"