It's Better to Burn Out than...

Por Myownthing666

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After Ruby Stockins's ex-boyfriend kills himself, she thinks that she will never date again. Until one day wh... Más

Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
Chapter 35
Chapter 36
Chapter 37
Chapter 38
Chapter 39
Chapter 40
Chapter 41
Chapter 42
Chapter 43
Chapter 44
Chapter 45
Chapter 46
Chapter 47
Chapter 48
Chapter 49
Chapter 50
Chapter 51
Chapter 52
Chapter 53
Chapter 54
Chapter 55
Chapter 56
Chapter 57
Chapter 58
Chapter 59
Chapter 60
Chapter 61
Chapter 62
Chapter 63
Chapter 64
Chapter 65
Chapter 66
Chapter 67
Chapter 68
Chapter 69
Chapter 70
Chapter 71
Chapter 72
Chapter 73
Chapter 74
Chapter 75
Chapter 76
Chapter 77
Chapter 78
Chapter 79
Chapter 80
Chapter 81
Chapter 82
Chapter 83
Chapter 84
Chapter 85
Chapter 86
Chapter 87
Chapter 88
Chapter 89
Chapter 90
Chapter 91
Chapter 92
Chapter 93
Chapter 94
Chapter 95
Chapter 96
Chapter 97
Chapter 98
Chapter 99
Chapter 100
Chapter 101
Chapter 102
Chapter 103
Chapter 104
Chapter 105
Chapter 106
Chapter 107
Chapter 108
Chapter 109
Chapter 110
Chapter 111
Chapter 112
Chapter 113
Chapter 114
Chapter 115
Chapter 116
Chapter 117
Chapter 118
Chapter 119
Chapter 120
Chapter 121
Chapter 122
Chapter 124
Chapter 125
Chapter 126
Chapter 127
Chapter 128
Chapter 129
Chapter 130
Chapter 131
Chapter 132
Chapter 133
Chapter 134
Chapter 135
Chapter 136
Chapter 137
Chapter 138
Chapter 139
Chapter 140
Chapter 141
Chapter 142
Chapter 143
Chapter 144
Chapter 145
Chapter 146
Chapter 147
Chapter 148
Chapter 149
Chapter 150
Chapter 151
Chapter 152
Chapter 153
Chapter 154
Chapter 155
Chapter 156
Chapter 157
Chapter 158
Chapter 159
Chapter 160
Chapter 161
Chapter 162
Chapter 163
Chapter 164
Chapter 165
Chapter 166
Chapter 167
Author's Note

Chapter 123

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Por Myownthing666

February 12, 1994



"Krist called me today," Shelli said, carrying my parent's suitcases downstairs. "And he was high as fuck."

"When is he not?" Jennifer joked. 

I picked up some of the suitcases and placed them into my parent's car. 

They weren't going to be staying at my house anymore. They felt like I was doing better off and I was able to be alone with my daughters. Part of me knew that they just wanted to be more involved in my life, too. It felt like I never really talked to my dad with the time that he was staying there. He was always in his room reading the newspaper or sleeping, but we still had little talks occasionally. 

I hugged them both. 

"It was nice having you here," I told them. 

"I knew that it wasn't too bad," My mom smiled. 

Lorelai and Melissa hugged my parents. 

"We'll see you soon, kiddos," My dad rubbed the top of Lorelai's head. 

"Love you!" I shouted at them as they got into their car. 

They waved to us, and then drove off. The girls ran back inside and went straight into their bedrooms. 

"How has Kurt been doing?"  Shelli asked me. 

"As far as I know, he's been good," I replied. "Why? Has Krist said otherwise?"

"No, no, I was just making sure."

"Dave told me that Kurt's been picking on him and Pat, though," Jennifer told us. 

"When is he not?" Shelli asked. "I feel like that's all he does when it comes to them."

"Exactly. He favors Krist over them."

"Well, that's because they've been best friends for a long time."

"Still, though. He shouldn't be treating them like that. I mean, Krist should be standing up for them, too."

"Now don't go turning this back onto Krist."

In the middle of the bickering, the phone rang-they didn't even notice. I walked into the kitchen and answered it. 

"Hello?" I asked. 

"Ruby," Kurt said. 

"Hey," A smile immediately appeared onto my face. 

"What are you doing?"

"Listening to Jennifer and Shelli bicker with each other."

"That's always fun."

"Most guys find it hot."

"That's fucking gross, Kurt. How have the shows been?"

"They've been pretty good so far. The audiences have been amazing, too."

"They love you guys."

"Too bad I don't love them back."

"Kurt, we're getting married in six months."

"We're already married."

I scoffed. "Well, you know what I mean."

"I was doing an interview a couple days ago and the interviewer kept asking about you...it was kind of creepy."

"What would they say?"

"They kept asking about our kids, how old they were, your favorite color, your middle name, etc. It was just a bunch of personal shit that they would ask."

"That's weird. My parents aren't going to be staying at the house anymore. I don't know how I feel about it. I'm happy, but at the same time, I'm kind of nervous. What if someone breaks in?"

"No one's going to break in. If they do, you call the police, grab the gun, and defend yourself. Hide the girls."

Right as I was about to answer, the doorbell rang. 

"I'll get it!" Shelli jumped off of the couch and answered the door. "Who the fuck are you?"

"I'm a friend of Kurt's and Ruby's," A man said. "Who are you?"

"Ruby, who the fuck is this?!" Shelli asked. 

"One second, Kurt," I placed the phone down and gasped as soon as I saw who was standing there. "Hi, Thom!" I gave him a hug. "How do you know where we live?"

"Kurt gave me your address," He replied. "Sorry, is this a bad time?"

"No, no, it's not a bad time at all. Let me just hang up the phone really quick." I ran to the phone. "Hey, Kurt I have to go. Thom's here."

"Thom?!" He sounded startled. 

"Yeah. Is that a problem?"

"No, I'm just confused as to why he's there."

"Me too," I chuckled. "I'll talk to you tomorrow?"

"Probably not tomorrow."

"Oh, then the day after?"

"We have a show that day."

"You also have a show today."

"I know, but-I'm not about to argue. Go hang out with Thom and see what the fuck he wants, okay?"

"Okay, Kurt."

"Bye."

"I love you."

"Love you too."

I set the phone back and Shelli and Jennifer said that they were going to be leaving. I was kind of glad that they were because I knew that there was no way I was going to be able to keep all three of the adults occupied with one another. 

After they left, Thom and I sat at the kitchen table.

Right as Thom opened his mouth to say something, Melissa squealed as Lorelai chased her around the kitchen. 

I chuckled. "Sorry."

"No, it's alright," He waved it off. 

As soon as the squealing ended, I moved closer to him to hear him better. 

"So, what brings you here?" I asked him. 

"I was thinking about our interaction that we had at the restaurant and I wanted to talk to Kurt again, but sadly he's not here."

"No, he's going to be on tour for a very long time."

"How do you deal with that?"

"I don't. I'm, like, the worst person ever when it comes to long-distance. But, his next tour, I'm probably going to tag along with him."

"Have you done it before?"

"Yeah, the last time I did it, we got married."

His eyes widened. "I did not see that coming. I remember that back in 1992, there was a lot of hype going around about you, Kurt, and Courtney."

My whole expression changed. 

I guess I had forgotten that the world was kind of involved with my life, too. They probably knew about Kurt and Courtney before I did. There were pictures of them in magazines and in the newspaper, but there probably weren't a lot of Kurt and I. There was nothing scandalous about our relationship, itself. 

"You alright?" He asked. "I'm sorry if I hit a tough spot."

"No, it's alright. Don't worry."




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