May 15, 1982
This is torturous.
I swear, this duet may just be the hardest thing I've ever had to do. Working a side of him. Smelling his cologne...looking at his smooth skin...those soft lips. Oh, my God... I just don't understand myself. I completely lose my focus when I'm near him. All of this just made realize that I can't stand to be around him; yet, at the same time I hate being away from him.
Quincy had made us go through that song over twenty times and he had only brought one lyric sheet which meant we had to share. So I sat next to him for two hours feeling his breath on my bare shoulders, making goose bumps rise at the surface of my skin. It was the longest two hours of my life.
Right now, my mind keeps going back to the conversation we had. How deep it was. I honestly don't have any comments regarding to it. Just feelings. Guilt. Hurt. I don't know when or how I will be able to explain anything to him all I know is that he is desperate to know and eventually I will need to let him know. Especially if we will be working together. I can see it in his eyes he really needs to know.
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