The failed experiment (Bucky x reader)

His Doll

Running through the woods you had your sense of freedom again. You sent a text to Tony that you were going for a run, and put on your music as loudly as possible. Flipping through the trees you couldn't help but sing as you went. You threw yourself up to the third highest branch and squatted down on it. Leia, Harry, and Chewy were below you barking in glee.
"Funny, when I heard you went for a run I had a feeling you would end up in a similar predicament" Steve was under your branch looking up.
"How on earth did you find me?" you took a moment to try to catch your breath.
"Your singing. Super soldier hearing remember?" he grinned.
"You were on a run too?" you flipped the branch and went back to perching on it again.
"I like my afternoon runs" he nodded. "Besides, I wanted to see how you were doing. You had your psych eval today"
"I'm fine" you nodded and jumped to the next branch doing another flip.
"That's not necessarily an answer" he smirked at you.
"They recorded it. I don't need to rehash it. Your free to watch it" you jumped down and looked him in the eyes.
"I already did" he admitted. "You can't tell me your fine"
"I'm just dealing with a lot of memories today" you finally whispered. "Did everyone watch it?"
"Most of us, yes" he nodded. "Bucky lost it when he saw you take your top off"
"Well, there goes my room mate for the night" you looked down, and felt a few tears fall.
"I highly doubt that" Steve put an arm around your shoulders.
"Can I ask, do they judge me?" you couldn't bring yourself to look up.
"No, not even a little. We are excited you are apart of the team. You passed! This is great news" he ruffled your hair. "Lets go back, the team is waiting for you for lunch"
"I'm not that hungry" you admitted.
"You need to eat. Besides Nat threatened me via text message if we didn't find you" Steve grinned. "I'll race you back" he started running. You couldn't help but run after him, with all three dogs close behind.

"Ah good, you decided to join us" Tony announced as you both came in. "We have made sandwiches, and fruit bowls. We know that you like fruits" he pointed to you. "Since you're the newest Avenger as of today, I can't help but make sure that we give you some of your favorites"
"We all watched the video" Wanda announced right after. "We still do not think any less of you. We still want you on the team"
"How did you..." you trailed off.
"Your thoughts are loud" she flushed a little. "I know you were thinking about leaving, but its not necessary"
"Don't be an idiot" Nat gave you a punch on the arm. You took a seat beside her, keeping your face down, not wanting to look anyone in the face right now. Wanda had called out something that had been on your mind all day, regardless of what you said in the interview.
"Where's Bucky?" you finally asked since the seat next to you was empty.
"He had to run some errands" Sam spoke up. "He should be back shortly"
"Oh" you looked down, feeling a little out of sorts. You slowly started eating, chewing slowly while you studied the table.
"I'm back" Bucky came running in with a bouquet of sunflowers for you. "For you doll" he smiled and leaned in front of your face and kissed you on the lips before sitting down.
"Oh Bucky, they're beautiful!" your face lit up and everyone smiled at how something so small made you so happy.
"Not as beautiful as you doll" he touched along your jawline. "Eat your lunch, I have another surprise for you, since you passed your exams"
"We are going to run out of vases" Pepper joked coming over to take the flowers from you.
"That's the first real smile I've seen all day from her" Fury grinned.
"Bucky knows his dame" Steve grinned. Bucky grinned and leaned over to give you another kiss on the cheek.
"Did you have a lot of errands to run?" you finally asked after finishing your sandwich, and fruit bowl.
"No, just wanted to get you some flowers" he shrugged. "You had a big day, obviously" he touched your thigh lightly before going back to his fruit salad.
"I was thinking we have a party on Friday to celebrate our new Avenger" Tony announced.
"Can't we do something low key? Like a movie night?" you flushed at the thought of going to a big party.
"No, can't do it. Party" Tony grinned.
"May I be excused?" you rolled your eyes and laughed at his antics.
"Yeah, we got places to be" Bucky stood up and put both of your dishes in the sink. He ran over and quickly grabbed your hand and led you back to your bedroom.
"What are you doing James?" you giggled.
"Trust me doll" he opened your door and you were hit with the intense smell of lavender and roses. He covered your eyes before you could look in.
"James?" you bit your bottom lip in anticipation.
"Okay, just trust me" he kept one hand over your eyes and led you gently with his other hand towards your bathroom. Once you felt the change in flooring he took his hand off your eyes and you saw the bathroom full of candles, rose peddles, and a lavender bath already prepared for you. "I thought since you had a bad morning having to reveal so much, you deserved a bit of pampering doll"
"This is amazing" you turned and pulled him down to crash your lips against his. You nipped his bottom lip, and slipped your tongue into his mouth giving a small moan.
"Doll" he pulled you closer to him giving a groan in a response. "You need to jump in while its still warm"
"Wanna join me?" you raised your eyebrows pulling back to look him in the eyes.
"Fuck" he leaned down and started kissing you heatedly. You felt him slip his tongue back in your mouth and moan again while pulling you closer to him. His metal hand slipped under your hips urging you to wrap your legs around his waist again. You followed his lead while his other hand was in your hair trying to pull you impossibly closer and to deepen the kiss. "Don't tempt me doll" he pulled back to look at you seriously. "I'm trying to take things slow with you" he kissed a trail down your neck to your shoulder.
"But tempting you is my new favorite hobby now" you giggled rubbing your hands over his shoulders and moving your pelvis against his, and feeling his length rub against you. You felt him bite down on your shoulder and pushed you against the wall. He started kissing a line back up to your lips, nibbling the bottom one before delving back in.
"The water is getting cold" he warned you leaning back slightly.
"Alright" you kissed him again, rubbing against him.
"Y/N" his voice came out as a warning. "I want you, but not until your ready" he breathed against your lips.
"I want you too" you sighed. "But I guess I have to take a bath first" you nipped at his bottom lip before kissing him again.
"I'm going to go to my room. Come find me when your done" he helped you get down and gave you one final hungry kiss.
"I'll look forward to it" you grinned and waited for him to walk out before taking off your clothes and putting them all in the hamper. You slid into the bath which was still pretty warm and relaxed with the scent of lavender enveloping you.