The failed experiment (Bucky x reader)

Third exam

You held onto Bucky tightly on the way back to the compound as he bobbed and weaved through traffic. Once in a while he would rest on of his hands over yours while he was stopped at a stop light. When you got back, he walked you through the empty corridors back to both your bedrooms.
"Do I get a good night kiss?" he teased, putting an arm on either side of you in front of your bedroom door.
You leaned up on your tip toes, and brushed your lips softly against his. You felt his mirror your movements, and you leaned against him trying to deepen the kiss. He groaned deep in his throat when you nibbled a bit at his bottom lip. You placed your hands on either side of his face trying to get him to deepen the kiss further. He slipped his tongue past your lips finally and you moaned softly against him. You wrapped your arms around his neck and pulled him down to your height, then pulled back and gave him a soft chaste kiss on his lips.
"I'll see you after?" you took a step back.
"As soon as you open the balcony door" he leaned forward and gave you another slow kiss.
"It'll be open before you even get changed" you teased.
"I'm just going ta take a quick shower" he rubbed a thumb against your jawline then walked to his bedroom door keeping his eyes on yours.
"Maybe Tony should just put a door between our bedrooms so you don't have to use the balcony" you teased.
"Don't tempt me woman" he winked with a huge smile.

You ran into your room ripping a dark blue nightgown and panties from the drawers heading to the bathroom for a quick shower. You focused on making sure that your hair was well washed and conditioned before jumping out and drying off as quickly as possible. You decided to leave it down and just put on your nightgown and rushing to the balcony door to open it. Leia, and Lily were laying on the bed, while Harry and Chewy were sleeping close to the book shelves. You picked up the book Tony lent you and went to the balcony to read it while you waited for Bucky to come. It was odd that in the last few days, you couldn't imagine sleeping without him. He did certainly help with the nightmares, and he claimed it helped him too. The night breeze was brisk, giving you a bit of a chill but you didn't mind. You really started to get into the book when you felt a pair of hands on your shoulders rubbing them absently. One warm and one cold.
"Reading before bed, or is this where we are sleeping?" Bucky's voice came out as a whisper from behind you. You groaned in delight as he continued to massage your shoulders. You hadn't realized how much tension you had until now.
"Reading, I believe a gentleman promised me a dance" you leaned into his hands a bit more.
"I have every intention of dancing with you, but first lets go inside. You'll get sick again" he removed his hands and you huffed a little at the loss of contact.
"Bruce gave me a booster" you pouted standing up.
"Doesn't mean you wont get sick, doll" he took your hand leading you into your room and he closed the door behind him. Breathe me by Jonathan Roy came on the speakers, and you felt Bucky pull you close to him and start swaying with you to the music. You leaned forward and put your head on his shoulder while you both danced. You felt safe in his arms, and that this was still an out of this world experience. You loved dancing with him, he made you feel like all those times you were dancing alone, you were just doing it wrong. You were afraid of those feelings as well, because it meant that one day once you were used to dancing with someone, you may have to dance alone again. The thought made you feel sick to your stomach. You started thinking of tomorrows exam, and wondered if they would send you home regardless. You were powerful yes, and you could bring a lot to the team. But what if you weren't enough? What if your psychological exam failed and they would be forced to send you back. The thought of being in the cabin alone again made you feel sick. As the anxiety pulsed through you like a dagger stabbing you multiple times you felt Bucky had stopped and was just holding you and rubbing your back.
"Your panicking doll" he whispered in your ear. "What's going on in that pretty head of yours?"
"What if I fail tomorrow?" you felt a few tears fall down your cheeks. "You'll have to send me back"
"You wont fail. You are not going back to that cabin alone" he promised you.
"You don't know that" you bit your bottom lip and he sighed heavily.
"Doll, your not going to fail the exam. You're going to pass, and you wont ever go back to being alone again. I promise you that" he took your chin and made it so that you had to look at him.
"How do you know?" you gnawed more at your lip in anxiety.
"Because we wont let you. Trust in us. At least trust me" he seemed to be pleading with you. You gave a small nod and he leaned down to kiss you again. This time it was sweet and slow. You could feel so much promise in the way his mouth moved with yours. "Now, no funny stuff. Its time for bed, and you need some sleep for tomorrow" he picked you up and you giggled knowing he meant what you had done that morning.
"I remember you enjoying that funny stuff" you kissed his earlobe.
"I thought about it all damn day, and it was hard to hide that I was having those kinda thoughts" you saw he was blushing a little bit.
"What kind of thoughts?" you squirmed in his grip as he pulled back the blankets to deposit you in the bed.
"The kind that make me wanna show you how wrong those books are" he got in beside you. "I had a bit more imagination to go with that"
"Care to show me?" you snuggled up to him giving him a quick kiss on his naked chest.
"Don't tempt me doll. You need sleep, and I have half a mind not to let you" you looked up and saw that his eyes had darkened with lust again. "I like that color blue on you" he added after a moment.
"Maybe I like trying to tempt you" you ran and hand up and down his chest slowly. You heard him moan and looked up to see him biting his bottom lip.
"You said to go slow, I'm trying doll. You're not making it easy" he admitted softly.
"Maybe I just really like your touches" you gave him another soft kiss and closed your eyes.
"I like yours too" he kissed the top of your head. "Get some sleep before I have to go take a cold shower"