Burning.
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Fire spread through his body as he was pulled closer to the older, they were tired and exhausted..but kept going through a third round. Jeongin have never felt his stamina last so long, but he loved the feeling of focusing on the pleasure, and forgetting about the pain. He looked towards the night stand, mind all over the place, as soft moans and whimpers escaped his precious lips.
Jeongin didn't have to do anything, other than laying there and enjoy how good Hyunjin made him feel. Hyunjin didn't seem to mind spending hours on pure sex, it seemed to arouse him even more. Hyunjin was like a monster during sex, forgetting about his gentle and caring personality, and falling into a deep sin, were he could let out his own emotions too.
Sweat covered both their bodies, the sheets, and everything else they laid their hands on. The big window was foggy, as the room was warm and humid, and the smell of sex lingered in the air. Jeongin felt high, he felt stimulated, and he could swore on hid life..that if he never got a moment like this with Hyunjin again, then there won't be a point in living.
His eyes captured the clock, chuckling as he saw how late it was. 3 am, and yet he was still moaning and begging for Hyunjin to not stop nor leave his side, he didn't want this to end in any form of way. He loved making love with the taller, and if that was the closest he'd get to him, he'd make sure to enjoy it as much and as long as possible.
His trust weren't quick, neither were they slow..it was a perfect mixture of euphoria and desire. Jeongin's back arching every now and then, as he looked at the taller's precious lips, just wanting to kiss them badly..yet he held himself back, he wanted too, but he didn't want to seem like a fool.
"You're amazing baby, you really are" Hyunjin groaned as he came for the second time. But he didn't stop trusting, he found his way back up to the decent pace, causing Jeongin to smile. Their orgasms were uneven, and Jeongin could tell that Hyunjin badly wanted to share his with him, and he didn't mind.
Jeongin couldn't help but to let out small pathetic whimpers, cries and begs as he was being trusted deeply into. He could feel the taller's slim and long fingers around his neck, the other in his hair, pulling his head back as he placed light kisses on to his skin.
He wanted to kiss the taller, he wanted his lips, he was scared of doing so he grabbed the taller's shoulders bringing him down to eye level. His trust slowed a bit, looking at the younger's beautiful eyes, then his lips.
"Kiss me, kiss me like it's the last time" Jeongin whispered against Hyunjin's ear, pulling back a bit..but he didn't reach far, before Hyunjin pinned him down on the bed and captured his lips in a passionate kiss, making sure it lasted for as long as possible. He placed Jeongin's knees on his shoulders to hit deeper and fast, as he made out with the younger.
The urge to scream out a moan at that moment held Jeongin in a daze, his grib tightened around Hyunjin's body as he moaned into the kiss..tears fell from his eyes, as his legs shook, the stimulation hitting him hard but he didn't care. He needed more, and he was getting what he wanted.
6 months without a phone. 6 months without his stupid family. 6 months away from the loud and noisy city he missed. And 6 months with Hyunjin by his side to make him drown in affection. 6 months since this stupid story of his life begun, and he still held on tightly. Screams in his head, lungs, heart, and Screams and begs from his mouth. This is what he needed right now, but he knew that in the end..he'll never get what he wanted.
"Hyunjin, please don't let go" Jeongin whispered, as he wrapped his legs tightly around Hyunjin's waist, as he was railed into.
"Never, I'm never going to let you go..not over my dead body" Hyunjin whispered, groaning beside his ear as he held himself up with his red and cramping hands.
Jeongin could only moan, his mind was now a different mess. He came to the realization that being with Hyunjin probably wouldn't be a great idea..they were to different people, and two different souls..he knew that even if they had such good chemistry, such good kisses, sex, hugs and cuddling sessions..they weren't meant to be in the end. He grabbed the taller tightly, not wanting to let go, he didn't want it to stop or end..he wanted to continue.
He was high on adrenaline, and Hyunjin was too. Jeongin couldn't help but cry out of pure sadness and pleasure, moans and yelps leaving his lips as wanted to just forget. He didn't like the reality, he hated the truth..he hated everything he loved.
"Be mine baby, be mine..and I'll never let you go, you have to be mine" Hyunjin confessed, holding the younger's chin up so their eyes could meet.
This was a fear he wanted to happen. This was his worst nightmare he wanted to come true. He was of course going to let Hyunjin take him the way he wanted to..better for the moment, he didn't want to think about the future..fuck the past, fuck the future..but most importantly fuck the present.
"I'll be yours..just please don't make this stop, please" Jeongin begged, hating how obnoxious the taller were to the situation.
His words was going to be his biggest mistake, his biggest regret, and the highlight of his life..but he needed this, atleast that was what he told himself..the truth is, that maybe he was addicted to this abnormal world, because he never was seen as normal.
He was a problematic kid, he was the problem and would always be the problem, and he knew that, he was aware of everything..even his mistake. Yet he continued to fuck himself over, just to feel that little punch of ecstasy he would never be able to receive any other way.
Everything in his mind, has hit reality..and he realized he was a problematic mess with mistakes that couldn't be fixed nor learned from.
"I love you" they both spoke in union, as they placed their foreheads together..starting yet a worse chapter of they're life.
