I Sold Myself to the Devil for Vinyls... Pitiful I Know

I Sold Myself to the Devil for Vinyls... Pitiful I Know [EXTRA : Tyler's POV]

Of course I was always just "Lexi's little brother". I had grown up knowing that fact. And so because I knew that I always would be only the little brother to her, I was being annoying and acted just like a "little brother" anytime she was around.

Though one day I had heard her say to Lexi "You know your little brother is hot right?". Still I had tried to just shove that away. She might just have been saying that to annoy Lexi.

But then I started to notice things, like the way she smiled at me when I would open the door to her, or how she would always find a way to tease me about something. That could have been nothing but the teasing became arguing at one point and then the arguing became us fighting and then the fighting ended up with me throwing the remote control under the TV and her, instead of going after it like I would have thought so I could pin her down or something, grabbing me by the back of the end and attacking my lips. When Lexi had walked in the living room few seconds later, she had been quite surprise to say the least.

And now it was on that that our "relation" was based. Us fighting and then us ending up making out.

Did that even mean anything? We had never said we were exclusive on the fight/make-out thing. For all I knew I was just the younger guy Vanessa made out with once in a while, while she waited to find THE guy for her.

Thinking about that made me want to hurl. Thinking about Vanessa with another guy made me mad as hell. Just that Facebook guy she had apparently gone out with... I wasn't going to say I had hacked his computer and put in it a nice little virus but ya... I had hacked that dumb bastard computer and put a virus into it.

Like I needed more signs to show I was immature.

But in a way it WAS my fault. Just because she was the oldest that didn't mean she had to be the one to say she actually wanted to be with me, that we did actually have something special, that I wasn't just Lexi's little brother. It was my fault that I was mopping like a whiny boy dipped in sissy sauce at birth, because I should have told Vanessa she meant something for ME, that I CARED about her...

I should have told her that...

But I was too proud to say it.

And she had left.

But today she was coming back.

And today there was no place for being proud.

While I was eating my cereal, Lexi walked down the stairs and into the kitchen yawning.

"Someone's in a hurry to get to school" she said with that smug little smile of hers and poured coffee for herself.

For one second I stop thinking about Vanessa. Lexi was way too tired these past few days. She had made herself sick... This whole thing with Blake really wasn't healthy. As much as I wanted to win my bet I wished they both would just tell they liked each other already.

Maybe I could call Blake again and tell him to say something or leave my sister alone because he was making her sick. I'm sure that would get his head out of his ass.

It amazed me that those two were so stupid as to not realized they were both crazy about each other.

And that made me think about Vanessa again...

Were we blind like those two?

I shrugged and said "There's not even a point in arguing on this"

That made my sister laugh "You're cute"

Yes cute is so the thing I'm aiming for today.

Cute was for ponies! Cute was for little Nintendo DS games with the princess you could dress up!