Lana Del Rey FanFic (Damn you)

Goodbye Lana

"I can not believe you made me give him my number..." I said to Chuck. "Oh come on" Chuck says laughing "he's good looking, you just need more friends." "Uh huh, I'm sure you want me to be "friends" with him...he's cute but I'm taken, as you well know." I said. "I know know, well don't get mad at me...buuut I invited him to walk around with us tomorrow since we're going to be here for a few days." "CHUCK! Oh my god. I'm not talking to you." I say as I go into my hotel room bedroom and plop on the bed. "Hahah I'm sorry!! It'll be fun. Just some friends hanging out." "Let's just watch tv please before I kill you." I said jokingly as Chuck lays next to me on my bed.

*door knocks* an hour into watching tv. "Chuck did you order room service?" "Nope, maybe it's a fan, want me to answer it?" "No that's okay, I will." I walked to the hotel room door and open it "Barrie! Oh my god how did you get here??" There barrie was standing in the doorway. I hugged him so hard then kissed him then we both came inside. "I bought a plane ticket and here I am! I wanted to support you,I missed you!" He says wrapping his arms my waist. "What a great surprise" I say as I kiss him again. "Hey barrie..." Chuck says coming out of my room. "Hey chuckleberry! How've you been?" "I've been okay" Chuck says coldly. I notice the awkwardness but I ignore it. "Well I'll let you two catch up, I'll be in my room if Ya need me." Chuck says. "Thanks Chuck" I say. "Cya chuckleberry." Barrie says. "Cya! Let's get dinner later okay? Come get me" Chuck says. "Okay I will."

I pull barrie into my room and I push him down on my bed,I lay on top of him and we just start kissing each other slowly. He puts his hands on my back and sits up,now I'm sitting on his lap with my legs around him. This is heaven, this is what I've missed.

An hour has gone by and I'm laying next to Barrie. The best place to be. "Lanz. After this shoot will you come home with me?" Barrie asks me. "I can't...I've got 12 more shows left,you know that." I said. "Cancel some,just maybe a week?" "Barrie I can't. I don't want to. I've never cancelled a show and I'm not planning on it. I know you miss me,I miss you too but I've sent plane tickets,you can spend a week with me." "I miss our low key days at my apartment,spending all day just laying around." "But I can't do that at least not for the next few months,I'm famous now...wether I like it or not I am..you knew that when we started dating." "I guess I didn't, I'm tired of your fucking excuses you're right, it's not the same. I think I'm gonna go.." Barrie says as he gets up and pushes lana off of him."Barrie stop, please don't go,please baby, I don't want to be alone."don't talk to me or call me.i can't deal with this." Barrie says as he leaves the apartment. I sit there crying on my bed. "Lana???!!!! What's wrong!!? Where's barrie???" Chuck says sitting next to me worried. "He....left." I answer Chuck still sobbing.