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#130: 18 - One Direction

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Ashton: "I have loved you since we were 18, long before we both thought the same thing, to be loved, to be in love."

Your eyes widened upon seeing the letter addressed to you on your doorstep, which came from a name whose owner you haven't seen in quite a while. The name Ashton Irwin was written in printed letters, and you were eager to see what the letter says. You felt that it was a bit strange to receive a letter from him out of the blue, considering you haven't spoken nor seen him in such a long time. Despite that, you ripped the envelope and eagerly opened up the folded piece of paper which contained a message to you from your old friend. You were expecting a badly written letter with tons of grammar mistakes, but you were taken aback by the words inside the letter. What you thought was just a simple letter from an old friend turned to be something far different than what you were originally expecting. Each sentence made your eyes water, and by the time you finished it, you were full on crying as his words echoed inside your head. "...I can't do this anymore. I know that you're happy and I know that you're gonna spend the rest of your life with your happiness. I have to find my own happiness too, and I can't do that if I keep thinking about you. So, this is my final goodbye to you, my love. I have loved you since we were eighteen, long before we both thought the same thing - to be loved, and to be in love. ....But I think that despite loving you for such a long time, it's time for me to move on. I tried my best to pretend that I was happy for you when you told me that you were gonna get married over a year ago. But I can't be happy when the girl I've been in love with for so long marries someone else, it hurts too much. I'm so sorry, but I need to leave and forget about you. I wish you every happiness, Y/N. This is the last time you'll ever hear from me."

Michael: "All I can do is say that these arms were made for holding you, I wanna love like you made me feel when we were 18."

"Hmm," You heard your boyfriend hum in satisfaction, as he wrapped his arms around you from behind. You rested your head against his chest, comfortable silence filling the room as the only sound that could be heard was the sound of your breaths and your heartbeats. This is what you love the most about your relationship with Michael - you two could stay like this for such a long time, and it wouldn't ever grow old. You loved how it felt to be wrapped around his strong arms, where it felt safe and secure. To you, Michael was just like a home - safe, secure and comfortable. He made you feel like that, as well as feel loved and beautiful all at the same time. You've been in a relationship with him since he was eighteen, and back then, he didn't know how wonderful it felt like to be loved - and so, you showed him just how amazing it feels to be loved by someone. You remembered all those days where you would spent hours under the covers, holding one another like there wouldn't be a tomorrow. "I love it when you hold me like this," You murmured, a small smile forming on your lips as you felt his soft lips come in contact with your cheek. "All I can say is that these arms were made for holding you," he says, holding you tighter.

Calum: "We made a start, be it a false one, I know. Baby, I don't want to feel alone."

Calum poked your cheek, causing your eyes to flutter open and you could hear his mischievous laughter ringing in your ears. Seeing that childish look on your face reminded you of the first time you two met - it wasn't really a great start for the two of you. Some might find it hard to believe, but the first time you met Calum, you swore you would find a way to shove his head up his own ass. You loathed the boy, he annoyed the shit out of you and he revealed that the feeling was mutual. For months, you two tried to annoy the hell out of one another and even exchanged plenty of harsh words throughout the year. You never expected that you would find yourself falling for an annoying shitface like Calum Hood, and he never expected that he would even develop feelings for you either. Things changed between you in a blink of an eye, and the flower of love bloomed between two enemies within such a short amount of time. Back then, a world without him seemed like a much better place, but when you think about it now - you wouldn't make it in a world without Calum. You didn't want to feel alone, he made you feel complete and you would do anything to keep him by your side. He felt the exact same way, he would drop everything just so you could be happy. You two didn't want to feel lonely, just like how you two felt before you found each other. Instead of getting mad at him for disrupting your sleep, you quickly pecked him on the lips and his eyes widened. "A surprise attack," You giggled, before shoving his face away from yours.

Luke: "So kiss me where I lay down, my hands press to your cheeks, a long way from the playground."

Your eyes spot a certain blonde haired boy approaching you, a weird smile plastered on his handsome face. This dumb blonde boy was your childhood friend, his name was Luke and you've been together for almost all your life. The first time you laid your eyes on him was when he entered the classroom as a transferee from Australia. Everyone thought that he spoke an entirely different language because of the heavy accent, which is why no one spoke to him but you. Although you admit that it was hard to understand him at first, you managed to decode all of those weird slang that likes to use, as well as understand his words despite the accent. And ever since then, you've been together until you two grew up. In a blink of an eye, Luke was already hovering above you with his hands on either side of your head so that you couldn't escape. He had a mischievous glint in his eye, and slowly leaned in until you could feel his hot breath on your face. "Hi," he smiled, his blue eyes gazing down at you tenderly. You could feel your heart hammering against your chest at the close proximity, but quickly ignored it as you smiled back at him. "Hi, I love you," You replied, which took him a little by surprise but covered it up immediately with an even bigger smile. "I love you too." He closed the gap between you by pressing those wonderfully soft lips against yours gently, and your hands made their way to his cheeks, holding them like they always did when you kissed. Yes, this is Luke - your childhood friend, but you two have come a long way from the playground now.