Forth Beam Short Stories

Loyal (part 6)

Beam's P.O.V.

After Forth broke up with me it was hard. We were basically living together in my apartment and it really hurt having a constant reminder of him. My parents helped me move out of the dorm into an apartment complex close to university. It was more expensive but my parents didn't mind. I didn't have anymore problems until now when I came to find out who my new neighbor was. Of all the places he could have choose Forth Jaturapoom had to move in beside me. Seriously what the hell did I do on my past life to deserve this. I was so freaking mad this was the only place that didn't remind me of him and now he's here. I remember seeing him move in and before he could even greet me I was already inside my apartment away from him. I don't know how he does it but even if I try to avoid him I end up running into him constantly.

I walked out of my room to buy something to eat and surprise surprise Forth was just coming out of his apartment. I sighed before walking away trying to ignore him. But of course he didn't give up.

"Hi Beam." He said while we were waiting for the elevator and I just ignored him. "Ah lovely as always. You're probably going to buy dinner maybe I should go with you. I mean you aren't saying anything so it's not like you're prohibiting me to go." He said and I glared at him.

"Stop being stupid of course you can't come that's obvious." I said and the little shit just smiled.

"It's nice hearing your voice even if it's saying something harsh." He said but I was back to ignoring him. Thankfully the elevator came and we both got in. "I miss you." He said when the doors closed and I flinched closing my eyes. "Sorry I shouldn't have said that. I know I deserve all of this but I love you and it hurts me. But I won't give up I hope you know that."
It felt like the longest ride ever. Like time just stopped still in this goddamn elevator. When it finally stopped I just started walking fast not looking back even once.

Once I was out of the building and had been walking for a while I turned back to see if Forth was following. I was relieved when I didn't see him. I arrived at the fried chicken place and sat down. I quickly ordered my food and some beer. I really needed it right now. Forth Jaturapoom when are you going to leave me the hell alone I thought. I don't know for how long I was there but I stayed for a while after I finished my food drinking. I was trying to avoid bumping into Forth again and now I feel tipsy. Luckily I wasn't so far from my apartment. I payed the nice lady before leaving.

As I was walking back to my apartment I was questioning if I was just tipsy or full on drunk. The walk back seemed to go on forever and I wasn't entirely sure if I was heading the right way. I managed to make it back in one piece. I was trying to open the door but I locked it and I can't find my keys. Did I left them inside? I don't even remember if I had them when I went out. Dammit I thought sliding down and sitting in front of the door. What am I supposed to do now? I just wanted to go home and sleep why is everything so difficult. "Beam?" I hear someone call my name concerned and I looked up to see Forth standing in front of me. "What happened?" He said crouching down.

"I don't know." I replied honestly and he chuckled.

"You are drunk." He said and stood up to try to open the door. "It's locked do you have your key?" He asked and I shook my head. "Well it's too late to call someone and you are drunk." He said talking to himself and I was drifting off to sleep until he started trying to make me stand up.

"What are you doing?" I managed to say but he didn't answer just kept pulling me till I stood up and made me walk to his apartment.

"You are going to have to stay with me tonight." He said and I shook my head.

"No! I'm mad at you! Leave me alone." I said trying to get away but he didn't let me quickly opening the door and pulling me in before closing it. "You're an asshole and mean and stupid and I hate you." I said while he dragged me to the bed and took of my shoes before tucking me in. He left and I was about to shout again when he returned with some water and a towel. He started cleaning me while I just complained and move.

"Can you stay still for a second Beam I'll leave after I finish cleaning you up." He said and I stopped moving.

"Yeah you always do, you come and make me love you and the you leave, you always leave. I don't want to love you anymore." I said looking at my hands.

"Beam." He said in a soft tone and I looked at him and noticed he was crying. "I'm not leaving you again I promise. No matter how much you push me away I promise from now on I'll always be there. If you want me gone then you are going to have to kill me I guess. I just meant I was going to let you sleep here. Im not leaving I'll be in the living room in the couch." He said and moved his hands to my face. I realize I was crying too when he whipped my tears. I hugged him tightly.

"I hate you, I hate you so damn much but you can't leave me you hear me." I said sobbing.

"I'm not leaving ok? Now go to sleep it's late." He said and I got out of his embrace and laid down in bed. But I didn't let him go completely I was holding his hands with both of mine.

"Just for tonight stay here with me please." I said and he nodded getting in bed. I fell asleep holding his hand.

A.N.

So It's been a while since I last updated. Honestly I've been having a hard time. Some family problems and university problems. Actually I ended dropping out this semester a couple of days ago there was just too much going on. I even forgot everything I had planned for this story. But today I was determined to write something. So I apologize if it's not that good but I'm trying to come back and if I don't start writing again even if it's bad then I may just end up leaving forever and I don't want that. I really enjoy writing and it'll be sad if I just stopped. But I realized I've barely been on wattpad since I last updated so I was kind of leaving it aside until today that I remembered and managed to convince myself to start writing again. So please bear with me till I get back on track.