Forth Beam Short Stories

You are mine (part 6)

Beam's P.O.V.

I woke up in Forth's arms again after a good nights sleep. I sighed this isn't good I shouldn't let him into my life so easily but he just doesn't seem to let me push him away. Or am I just not trying right? I just let him drag me everywhere. Somehow I want him to be with me all the time. But this is scary what if he gets tired? What if we fight? He has so many reasons to leave so why would he stay? I looked at him sleeping peacefully beside me. I'm starting to have feelings for him so if he leaves it will only make things harder. I really don't know what I should do. I stood up from the bed and went outside. I walked outside to the back porch and sat down on the swing chair. I love this place it has such a calming effect.

I imagine Forth living here someday. It has a really big backyard so if he has kids they could play around. I imagine him having a son and running around with him or with a daughter dressing her up and letting her boss him around. I would love to see that someday and somehow I got lost in my imagination thinking I'd want to be with him when that happens. I think I have fallen for him without realizing it. But this is way to fast for me this is not right. What am I going to do now I thought frustrated.

I should at least give him a chance. There has to be a reason I'm feeling this way for him. No one has been able to get this close to me and he just comes and that's it he was able to walk into my personal space easily. It was just like he always belonged. Still I can't just trust him that easily I need to get to know him first before I make a decision. I was so lost in thought I didn't realize Forth had woken up until I saw a cup of coffee in front of my face.

"Thank you." I said taking the coffee.

"You're welcome, have you been awake for long?" He asked.

"A little while, I was lost in thought so I don't actually know."

"Yeah I noticed, you seem troubled. If this is about what I said yesterday don't worry about it Beam." He said looking at me with a serious face.

"I...how did you know?" I said looking at him.

"What else would you be stressing over. Besides I know you." He said taking my hand and holding it. I looked at it for a minute.

"But we've only know each other for a little while. How can you even be sure you like me?" I asked curiously.

"I just do, you are the only person I want to be with all the time. It's true I don't know the whole you but I'm slowly getting to and everything I find about you just makes me want you even more. But I get it if you're not ready you don't even have to give me an answer. Just know that when you need me I will be there just one call away ok?" He said and I nodded. "That's enough for me." He said and I couldn't help but smile. Ah I'm definitely falling for him it feels like my heart is about to burst. I laid my head on his shoulder not wanting to say anything to ruin the moment. We stayed like that for a while just enjoying each other's company. We were interrupted by the sound of my belly.

"Come on let's get something to eat." He said after laughing and I was embarrassed.

"You cook then." I said and he nodded.

"Take a bath we have to leave soon." He said and I nodded escaping to our room. I mean the room where we slept yesterday. After I was done I came back down. He has set the table with eggs, bacon and pancakes. I quickly sat down to eat.

"I will take a quick bath and then we will leave ok?" He said standing up when he was finished.

"Ok hurry up I don't want to be late." I said looking at the time.

"Sure just give me ten minutes." After he left I picked up the dishes to wash them. Once I was done I contemplated going up to the room. But I didn't want to walk on him changing or anything. Lucky for me my phone rang so I didn't have to decide.

-Hello- I said heading outside to answer.

-Beam Baramee where the hell have you been since yesterday at lunch? Why the hell haven't you contacted anyone! You are not at your apartment Kit said he hasn't hear you come in!-

-Calm down Pha! You could've just called me sooner and I'd answer. Good to know if I really disappeared you'd a day before doing something.-

-Hey that's not fair! You could've warned us too. I was worried but then I thought you were out with a girl or something and you'd come back to your apartment later. Shit men now I feel bad.- Phana said worried and I couldn't help but laugh.

-Calm down I was just joking man. I'm sorry it was a bad one. You don't have to worry I am ok. I am not home but I'll be back for our afternoon classes.- I said.

-Okay then we'll before you go I'm going to ask you something so don't get mad.- he said and I was worried.

-Go a head.- I said feeling anxious.

-Did you spend the night with Forth? I think I saw him arriving at the food court yesterday at lunch but I am not sure. If he was there I couldn't think of any reason why other than you.- said Phana and I gulped.

-Why would he come see me. I am not his boyfriend or anything. I just know him because of you.- I said panicking.

-Well yeah but I wasn't there and... you know what that wasn't related to my question.- said Phana defending himself.

-well it was a stupid question.- I said facepalming myself. I couldn't come up with something better could I.

-Yeah right I'll see you later Beam.- he said and I hung up quickly. It's no use he must know I was with Forth dammit.

A.N.

Ah it's been a very busy week. But finally I had time to update. I may update again later if I can finish and update my other two stories quickly.