dear choi hyunsuk~ (2021)

july 9th, 2021

7.9.21

hello, hyunsuk!

i usually try to start the letters a little more smooth and written better, but i thought last night's treasure map was fun, and i wanted to write about that first! i didn't collect my thoughts as much as i'd like to, honestly tbh seeing you just makes me really happy and i still feel really emotional because it's really nice to see you when i can- and the concept of the episode was really fun! i'm kind of like asahi a little, in the sense that i don't like summer very much :> but despite that, i still really enjoyed it despite summer not being my thing as much ! it's so much fun as long as it's you, and it seems like you had a blast !! you said it was your first time for some of it, right? i bet that was a fun experience! that is truly one thing that i really like about treasure map, just that you get to experience new things that you might not have had time to do otherwise :') bc i know your schedule kind of makes you pretty busy half of the time, and it can be hard to make time for fun stuff like that- but i know you seem to be hppy either way!! but that's besides the point , i guess ~i know you work really hard, so it makes me happy that you guys have the days where you can just go play around in the water and have fun!! plus the other half of the episode was a lot of fun, too!! i think i liked the water part though- i am curious though, how hot does korea get?? where i live it's almost hot all the time,, we never get cold weather :> so i kinda know from living in hot weather it's nice to cool down in water like that, so if its hot for u im glad u got to experience~~

i also saw this morning that you posted some pictures from the episode- i think you look really nice in swimming gear :D hehe i hope that doesn't sound weird, it's just cute seeing you in the little outfit and i just keep thinking about the episode itself, it was really a lot of fun! in my eyes, you're definitely the summer king! but to me as well, you're the king of everything ~~ anyways, i guess that's all i have to say about treasure map ! i just enjoyed it and found myself forgetting about all my worries and stresses while i watched you have a good time :) but sorry for starting the letter so abruptly! what i was going to say in the beginning, like i usually do- i hope that you're having a good day! are you feeling okay? hopefully all is well with you!! some days are usually more exciting than others, so i wonder if you're having an exciting day or just a so-so one~ i hope it's nice! it's saturday for you, right? i hope you're enjoying your weekend! i'm not in high school anymore technically, but i still relax on the weekend like a hs student lol so i get all my editing and extra writing done- i guess on the weekend, i'm still technically working, but it's for you and if it's for you, i always enjoy it! so it doesn't bother me hehe~ plus i know you're sort of similar, anyway!

i guess in general, that's all i have to say for today !!! i'm sorry that the letter is so short because i would love to say more, i'm just not exactly sure how to express myself that much today :( i want to apologize for that- but i just hope that you have a great day because you deserve it ~ remember to take care of yourself, since it's saturday i hope that you can rest a little more, maybe? that'd be nice!! just enjoy your day, maybe treat yourself to a nice meal, whatever makes you happiest- as long as you're doing good, then i'm good too! i'm happiest when you are, you really deserve the best so don't forget that <333 remember that so many teumes love you and have your back~ i'm just really grateful to have you,, and. i know a lot of others feel the exact same! ! sorry that my words failed me, but like always, my heart feels very strongly towards you and it always will so don't forget <333 ty for making me smile with treasure map, also! i guess that's all, for real~ so just be well!!!! i'll see you tomorrow, okay suk?? until then, bye bye my beloved~

i love you!