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today's a special day, since it's my 900 days with you. that's a really long time, and my heart has been devoted to you for the whole of it, ya know. i couldn't imagine managing through all the things i have with you not around ~ but this picture is what technically 'started' our 900~ i think i'm always happy to see a picture, so long as it's you- but the flower means a lot to me ~~ the significance to them has grown greater to me over time, but i'd hate to bore you with details like that on a day as important as my 900 with you. 'cause this truly, truly means a lot to me and i'd hate to talk about anything that is anything less than positive, so i'll leave it at that. but the picture meant a lot to me, so i wanted to say about how much it made me happy. you're always the brightest soul, who makes me the happiest in the whole world. and i love you more than anything, my heart will always go to you first and foremost, you're my whole world- you're my lifeline, you're my life in general. you saved it, so i'll always feel indebted to you, but i wouldn't have it any other way. the way things are now truly make me feel happy, and i'm so happy i'm able to know you. thank you for being the best person in my whole life, you mean a lot to me always. so with that in mind, i want to present you with the letter i poured my heart into!!! <3 here you go, suk!
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900일
Today will mark another important day in the books~ 900 days in itself is a day of high importance, but it also means we're getting so close to 1000 days? That's something I can't even fathom, but the way I've been able to spend so much time as your fan is something I'll always be very grateful for. It might be something that I express quite often, but each day always has something special happen- and each day I always feel closer to you, because of it. Even without things directly occurring, like a video or comeback events- I just feel content enough and grow closer enough to you from a tweet or a post on weverse, just simply seeing your name light up on my phone is enough to lift up my mood and make my heart race in the best kind of way. I think I've grown closer to you again, and I know that I might say that a lot as well, but as each day passes I feel like there's more places to find you and it makes me feel very grateful and it gives me more reasons to love you~ Although, in the end- all I need is you. Even without all of those things, just the thought of you is still enough to keep my heart content, and happy. There's so many good memories with you stored within my heart to last a lifetime, but in reality I've only spent 900 days as your fan. ^^
Crazy, right? I think so, at least. 900 days can be long if you look at it in a certain way, it's a little over two years, and before you know it, it'll be time for my 3 years with you. Still and yet though; 3 years isn't a long time. I'm just 19, you know? If we take roughly about 3 years off of that, it's still a large part of my life I had to spend without you. I might have made it to that point without you, but it was coming to a breaking point and I know that now I can't handle much without you- you're my lifeline, my role model, and I look to you for pretty much everything. I feel very grateful to have a role model who can guide me in the right direction for almost any situation, just by watching you I can learn a lot. You're a truly extraordinary person and I feel like I've been blessed~~ ^^ I think I must have a lot of good karma from a past life to have been able to discover someone as amazing as you are. You truly make me so happy on an every day basis, but one of the things that brings me even more joy is just seeing how happy that you get, whether by something big or something small.
