dear choi hyunsuk~ (2021)

march 23rd, 2021

3.23.21

HI HYUNSUK !! :D

I'm kind of excitable tonight- even tho i totally fell asleep on accident about 10 minutes ago, it's all good now 'cause i feel super energetic :') maybe it's just 'cause i started to think about you, but hey- i'm really happy !! >_< always make me the happiest, in the whole entire world~~ but you know, there's this game that's been making me pretty happy lately too :D i'm not sure if i've mentioned it prior today or not,, i don't wanna be selfish and bore you with something that you might not care about- but!! its called yakuza 7,, and it's just something i've been having a lot of fun with for about a week or so now- there's a lot of layers to the game besides storyline, theres a lot of things you can do and a lot of cool characters with well made backstories :DD i know you like games and can appreciate stuff like that, so i just wonder if it's a game you'd be into :DD you know persona is one of my faves too right ? :0 there's a persona cd in the game that you can play at the karaoke place,, which is kind of a cool easter egg i thnk— but you know what'd be cool??? if future games had treasure music in them,, hehehe~ i mean, you know gaming is something that i love a lot- almost as much as you guys !!! and i just think if there was a game,, any one, really- that included you guys' stuff, it'd be so cool !! i guess that's why i got so excited about the treasure island stuff, too :D i can't even play animal crossing, but it made me so happy T^T

animal crossing seems like such a cute game tho so im glad you guys did like little crossover stuff with it?? it seems like a game that you guys would be into hehehe so it fits- maybe you guys suggested it? i dunno~~ i'm not really sure how any of this stuff works,, and i'm generally not too sure of what to even say today~~ ahhhh i feel really guilty about it, but i do wanna say!!! i got kind of caught up looking at this account that just basically loops clips of you~ they just pick some of ur extra cute moments ('cause all of them are super cute~) and loop them :0 it's so easy to just get caught up binging them all, cause every single thing you do is so cute :D whether you're the focus of the scene or just in the background doing something cute,, my eyes always go to you on their own but its always nice seeing little clips like that :DD it truly just makes me so happy gosh >_< everything u do is truly the best and i love u so much,, every little thing about you is like i'm seeing something straight from heaven~~ you spread so much light, happiness and positivity wherever u go :D and i hope that you know~~ we're all super thankful for it~~ hehehe i swear, people like you are so rare in this world,, every single day i feel really lucky thinking about how you're here for real, a real person- and i just get to be able to admire u, all your talents and all of your sweet personality !! :DDD

i hope you're well. i meannn, it's not really my place to overly worry about you- it might be weird, even. but you're my favourite person who gives me life, you know. things would be impossible without you, and i look to you every day for guidance. ^^ anyway,, i don't wanna be selfish,, i just kind of worry more days than others sometimes.. so please,, just look after yourself? no matter what,, even when things get really hard,, just remember we have your back, okay??i love u.  i dont want u to ever feel down,, but uh- i want to say thanks for tweeting this morning, too :') i actually feel bad, i didn't see it til now but i sure do appreciate it a lot~~ it'll keep me going for the night :D but since you're all the way on the other side of the world going on with your day, i hope it's a good one, that's happy and healthy and all of that good stuff. remember i love you a lot okay? please be well. i want u at ur best ~! anyway, i'll see u tomorrow. i hope we can talk more, but until then; bye bye !

i love you <3