dear choi hyunsuk~ (2021)

may 16th, 2021

5.16.21

hey, hyunsuk!!

my morning started nicely today- i got to hear from you in a tweet, which always makes me feel super happy ^^ plus the pictures you always attach with it, it just makes my heart feel warm and super happy<33 it gave me a nice boost- plus i had a hard time sleeping, so even though i technically didn't get to rest very well, i felt super happy because i got to see you first thing in the morning~ so thank you for that, it was really nice! it's just generally very nice to be able to rely on you for help, emotionally ~~ you're just always there and you always make me feel a lot better,,, i know that i couldn't manage without you, things in general without you would be so hard T_T there's so many times where 'im just ready to give up, tbh- but all it takes is just a little post from you and i instantly feel a lot better, you just are my magic cure to everything and i couldn't imagine trying to function without you- it'd be too hard T_T but it's the little things in life that really help you,,, and you always make me feel a lot happier no matter what !! you're just like a little ball of sunshine, i'm always so happy to hear from you. <333 plus the pics are so cute!!! you cant go wrong with chilli, plus you always look amazing!!! ur just glowing lately tbh !!! i cant stop thinking about your tweet ;((

but i can't believe that tomorrow is our 900 days :000 it's been so long supporting someone as amazing as you!! getting to spend so many days with amazing and happy filled memories all thanks to you, well- it feels really special! i just wanna say thanks, ya know~ i'm always saying thanks, but i have a lot to be grateful for!! especially since i've been a fan of yours for 900 days now, that's a really long time T.T from ygtb to now, you've been the whole light of my life, and whenever i get to see you i'm filled with so much infinite joy~~ i think one of the best things that i've gotten to spend time admiring you is tmap every week,, it's just rly special that every week at the same time, no matter what happens i get to sit and admire and see all the best things about u~!! you're a real life angel i'm genuinely so happy to know u~ the more that i get to see of you, the happier i get !!! you're just really special and one of a kind T_T but it doesn't have to be treasure map hehe, just anywhere i can see you- twitter, weverse, anytime or anywhere it just feels like a real blessing and i'm really thankful for it, so thank you again~ heheheheh

i guess i don't rly know where i'm going with this letter? i just wanted to talk to you for a bit, but if i'm rambling i don't wanna bother you~ i just wanna say thank you again for today for posting, and just everything in general!! you make every single day feel happier and bright, so i hope your days feel the same <3 i heard it's rainy over there, but as long as you're there the days can still feel bright and cheerful!!! thank you for being everyone's angel< please take care of yourself and be happy and healthy alright? i love you a lot, you deserve the very best~ teumes are always cheering you on!!! we have ur back, like you always have ours!!! so don't forget that, okay~?? i'll see u tomorrow my fave boy!!! but until then, bye bye okieee~?

i love you <3