dear choi hyunsuk~ (2021)

march 19th, 2021

3.19.21

hey suk :DD <3

how are you~? i hope you're well today- it was a nice start to my morning 'cause i saw that you tweeted some nice pictures~ one thing that i love about those pictures is that the ones from the studio always have that pretty, bright, luminescent purple light that shines over you in such a beautiful way- maybe because it's a nice colour, maybe because it's you, but these elements create such a beautiful picturesque image that are truly unforgettable within my mind- they stick out to me as pieces of artwork, even tho most people just see them as selfies, and enjoy them to that extent. that's fine, too- that's probably a more normal way to see it. but i guess as an artist, i will view things that catch my eye as worthy of or more beautiful than some of the arts themselves- and when it comes to you, you're one of the prettiest things i laid my eyes on. i can't help but think you're so pretty, you know? and i know you like purple, so i guess it just makes me happy that you have some cute lil purple lights in your studio. i have some lights that shine pink for my room, and those certainly make me happy to look at, but you deserve the nicest things so i'm glad that you have those !

idk, but i'm just happy to hear from you. i know i can never articulate myself the best when it comes to trying to show you how happy i am when you tweet, but some days it just makes me so much happier than normal to hear from you,, i do think tho it's cute whenever you tweet something and it's been like a day after something came out, and you ask if we've seen it :') i guess that's a normal thing to ask- but anything other people might consider more normal, i'm happy to hear from just if it's you. you make everything so much sweeter, and i'm rly grateful for you. you know? i dunno. i guess i can never say how much i appreciate you properly, but i'm always thinking about how just these little things from you have such a big impact on the entirety of my day. so.. yeah ! i'm just happy, since you're here. your words always hit close to home, too. i'm trying my best for you, i promise. i really want to be a fan that you can be proud of, i want to do the best that i can for you. it's hard sometimes, but i'll never give up^^ that's one thing you've taught me for sure. i just want you to know that i'm rly thankful for how you can always help lots of people, you really are an angel to this world and i love u with my whole heart !! i'm so proud of you for working so hard every day and i hope you know so many people are thankful, too. you keep a lot of us going~~ <333

i wonder- it's still friday tho, but you were posting from the studio. do you work on the weekends? that's fine, of course. i'm glad you're enjoying working on stuff, and its always fun staying busy~~ i'm trying to work on a drawing while i write you :p but the important thing with you is, please don't over work yourself or anything,, rest when you have to !! and i hope in ur little studio you have snacks ready hehehe it's important to be able to eat- i know when you're situated and busy you never feel like stopping to get something, so that's why it's important to have stuff by you :DD try to do that if you can, okay? and take a few minutes to scroll twitter or maybe go outside if you need to clear your head :D or really , just do whatever works best. i just want you well, sooo please !! do whatever is best for you ~~ and i know this must be repetitive to read, but i always worry about you- maybe more than i should, sometimes. but given the circumstances, i just really can't help it . anyway- let's not talk about that stuff :D i'll leave you alone so you have a good day, i just essentially wanted to tell you the usual, thank you, i love you, i'm proud of you, and you made my day <3 you make every moment special, and a lot of people share the same sentiment !! we're all very thankful, so we hope your day is just as sweet~ please take care of yourself~ i'll see you tomorrow!! bye bye :D

i love you <3