dear choi hyunsuk~ (2021)

february 28th, 2021

2.28.21

hi hyunsuk!!!

it's the last day of february today~~ and what a meaningful day it is :DD <3 i saw there was some pictures that were a teaser for you guys' japan debut- and oh my gosh i really was speechless at how beautiful and stunning all of the photos were!!! they just felt really refreshing and like something i'd never seen before~ it was sort of a new vibe, at least for me?? it was so beautiful to see and just from the photos alone i can easily tell how much effort you guys put into this, as you've done for every other project before, as well!! it just continuously makes me so proud to be a fan of someone as amazing as you, like always!!! eeee~~ the content you guys put out is always so top tier!! it just really made my day seeing those pictures, it just had some extra spark that really made my heart light up right with the charisma you had in those photos :DD <333 you always make me so happy, you know that?? you're just something so special ,,, pls i couldn't imagine living without youuuu you're the most important thing to me<3 these little moments by your side to support you for yet another thing, really mean a lot to me!! i'm super curious about what the physical album might look like, even though i can't afford it— i bet it's gonna be super spectacular though!!! you know tho.. i've never owned like a japanese version of anyone's album before??? like i collect onf's albums too but i don't have any of theirs either- i wonder if they're any different,, or if just the songs are the only thing?? like i wonder if the packaging is any different hehee

but ahhhhh other than that i'm so happy throughout the whole entire day just thinking about you~!! you know what's cool?? me and one of my old friends that i met because of you started talking again— she was one of the first people i really started socializing with on the fan account i made for you~ when i stopped being the way i was,, i was so socially inept but i swear the moment i started that account and was trying to spread positive energy for you,, i really wanted to do it for other people too since that'd seem like something you'd do, i always have wanted to be able to follow your example >_< even from the very beginning you've always had this effect on me hehe~~ sometimes i feel like, you didn't just save me but you also helped me be born again :0 it's really magnificent, you helped heal the broken feelings in my heart and fix the bad aspects of my personality and build up the good ones, it's like i'm a whole new person and it's all thanks to you~~ i want to shine just as brightly as you because you're so amazing :D but my main priority is always wanting to see you happy, above all else~ that's why it makes me so extraordinarily happy to see you so happy in the way that you are since you've debuted :33

from the very beginning- you've always had the most unique aura/charisma, no one else has it but you :D that's one of the things that drew me to you, but i feel like it's just become more amazing over time and it's something that continues to grow and grow <3 :D like!!! maybe that's why i felt this overwhelming sense of awe when i saw how cool you looked in those pictures this morning, i swear it really had felt different than anything i'd ever seen before~ maybe i'm just overreacting a little?? but i can't deny what i was feeling in my heart and it was really strong emotions that got ignited like a flame and all it took was you, just being your cool self !!! gosh you're really powerful u know ?? i really admire your energy ^^ also i don't wanna get selfish, but tonight was really special for another reason— i sort of started your letter while i played the new persona :0 my mom offered if i felt like playing , and i have a hard time saying no- so every time i got to a save point, i wrote you a paragraph !! it was rly easy since i knew how i wanted to start my letter, but mixing my night with two things that are very important aspects of my life felt really special and i couldn't stop smilling-T_ T the main reason i brought it up is 'cause i'm kind of curious~~ like,, if you have things you mix that you really like, and if you do it'd probably make you super happy~ heheh if not that's cool too, i'm not even sure if i'm making sense entirely so i'm sorry !!

i hope you have a great day since you deserve it!! please take care of yourself cause its important okaY??? eat when you can!!! its important to replenish yourself, especially when you work so hard!! and rest when you can because i'm sure you get tired T_T i know you're a hard worker, but rest is just as important and i hate the idea of you overworking yourself~~ i just want you happy and healthy!!! think about all the teumes that love and admire you if you need an energy boost <3 don't forget you have the power to always make us endlessly happy, and you can do that just by being your amazing self :D all we want in return is for you at your best- so i hope your day is great!!! we're alll sending you good vibes <333 be well and take care okay sukkie~ ? see you tomorrow!!

i love you!!