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this is the 'surprise' i mentioned yesterday- probably expectable, considering me :p i know i talk about art a lot- but since i always spend a lot of time drawing, this is one of my best ways i can prepare a 'gift' for someone!! :D it's like writing because you can put your feelings into it, but i know you can put a lot into art :( it takes a lot of time and even the smallest littlest wrong line can change it so you have to spend a lot of time being precise and making sure it's right and every little detail matches your reference- if that's what you're going for, anyways~ i do realism as you can see, i tried to make it look like you anyway- but i like to make it surreal too, that's why i always add a lot of bright stuff to my drawings o: it's just that like- i thought you being a magician in that scene was the perfect thing for my art style, 'cos that's an excuse to bring out more surreal stuff!! i didn't do as much as i thought i would, i would've had an excuse to- but i think i just added what i thought fit best, without going overkill on it :DD i wanted to make it perfect, i just felt lots of inspiration the whole time i was watching the music video so many times and of course beforehand too- everything about this era has been inspiring me, aesthetically! i'm not sure if i'll have the time this week, but i am dying to draw the others as soon as possible :p
but yeah!! i tried, for you i always try my best in every aspect!!! videos i like to do, 'cos i wanna help promote you guys to new teumes and make fun content for already existing teumes, but honestly i think within the realm of art and writing is where i can express my true feelings towards you~ :D i love you with my whole heart and nothing less :( i know i say that a lot, but i just want to do my best to show that, as well! i can tell you i love you hundreds of times, but of course- that may be boring (and repetitive) so i do like throwing in a drawing to show you, every now and then <3 'cos even if it's a fan art, i put a lot of work into make it perfect, and that's my way of expressing love!! spending time to do those details takes quite a long while and that's why i tend to not do that for a lot of people- but for you, i do that every time and for every step of the drawing!! it starts with the reference hehehe, every picture of you is nice but since i was feeling specifically inspired from 'my treasure', i had to pick a scene from the mv :DD you know- i honestly hate doing lineart, it stresses me out,, but i kind of feel relaxed doing yours? it was still hard, and i spent a long time on that alone- but still, that in itself felt soothing!! but it was hard tho- cos the frame i chose to reference, i thought it'd look cool for a drawing and that's why i picked it, but the problem was, the hat got cut off in the frame-
and if you're going for realism- well,, it just takes a long time to find the right colours >_< you'd think it'd be really easy, but it's a lot of similar shades and just the contrast and everything is hard- but my favourite part is adding highlights, on any drawing of course! but especially the ones of you, because the drawing needs to shine just as much as you do in real life <333 to me, in my world you're like the star that shines the brightest on a night sky that otherwise would be dark, but you give it depth and it feels like you're illuminating the path to a brighter life ~ but the more i look at the night sky, the more it reminds me of you. i guess it's bc of your scene in the new music video hehe, cos there was that little crescent moon too~ just everything about it was so cool :D but sorry for talking about the drawing so long, i just really wanted to emphasize it even if i sounded like a nerd!! it's just art is more fun for me lately, but i think i enjoyed it because it's of you, you know <3
i hope you're having a nice day- you're probably busy, right? i can imagine! although music shows aren't until the weekend right? if you're doing anything, i bet you're just filming stuff :') with whatever you do, i know you'll do great so i'm just sending you all of my energy because you deserve the best!!! i know you'd do well regardless but i'm sure extra good energy doesn't hurt heheh, i just want you to have extra since you always help me!! i've kind of been stressing out today because i have a big test tomorrow lol,,, honestly- the day my treasure was released, it wasn't on my mind at all. i was just so excited, and feeling a lot of energy that day! :D it's rly important to me, those moments with you~ so honestly, that's all i was thinking about. i enjoyed that whole night~ the excitement in the hours leading into the night, the time drawing closer and staying up to watch you- i was indesecive up until the very end, but i decided to stay up which was the best decision!! i got to spend time watching the press conference live, which i feel like that was something that brought me closer to you o:
but unbeknownst to me, that countdown vlive would touch my heart in ways i didn't know it would- and of course, the song itself!!! i just feel really comforted by it and even though you always have, now that there's a song like this helps me a lot more than i could ever explain :'))) so even though i'm really stressed~ i just feel better because you're here and i can keep listening to my treasure when things get overwhelming >_< plus i shouldn't complain too much.. it's just a little test,, you guys do a lot more work- so i'll just think of you, and it'll get me through it! like you always do :3 hehe i just want to keep talking about how amazing you did on the song and how much it's hleping- it really does have the effect you guys wanted, so i hope it makes you happy to know how healing it is to so many people :') i might not deserve the comfort, but it's nice to know a lot of other people are getting it from you guys too <3 you 12 are all like real angels!!! // but speaking of coming in like angels, a treasure tmi got posted while i was writing and seeing you brightened up my mood a lot :(( i dont have much else to say, but again- i really like seeing behind the scenes! you guys work so hard, its really nice to see :( thank you all for putting in your best effort. it makes our lives so much better !!! <3
but ahhhh~ i probably talked too much- so i just wanna remind you to take care of yourself!! eat well, rest well,, drink water, remember that you're loved and please stay warm!! just have a nice day, okay? <3 and to close the letter in my favourite way, i wanna say~ i love you!!!! <3
