So this is going to be about Sam and Colby! It's my whole story about how I found them how they helped and were I am still today!
Okay so I'm just gonna start at the beginning! So in 2018 I was in a toxic friend group yet I never realized it. I soon got out of it but the after effects were bad. All of the people that were in the group gave me dirty looks they were always whispering about me all the time I tried to ignore it until they made rumors about me. I soon figured out that I was depressed and didn't tell anyone I let myself cry at night and kept a smile throughout the day. My cousin which I'm so grateful for, told me about Sam and Colby. I was still depressed and was for a whole month. I somehow got across of TFIL suicide forest video and saw Colby and immediately fell in love with him. I'll get back to that later lol. I was in a really bad mind set when I say suicide Forest and just wasn't the happy person I was one year ago. Well now two but that doesn't matter. I soon watched more TFIL videos and then found Colby which then lead to Sam then to Sam and Colby then the others. God now when I type this part I'm trying my best not to cry so of there's typos I'm really sorry. The following week after I sound Sam and Colby I already knew the message they were sending and I remembered it everyday. I came home from school that week after and just wasn't happy at all. My mom was in a bad mood and I just felt useless and just a door mat used for everyone. I spent two hours crying I didn't want to feel like this so I wrote a suicide note leaving it on my desk. I didn't know how I was going to do it. When I was thinking I soon came across of Sam and Colby's message and that's when I ripped the note and throwing it away. From this day forward I've been extremely happy they help me through everything and I love them no matter what. They saved my life. If you guys are wondering why I never told my mom nor will never tell her is because she never believed me when I said I had excuse me have anxiety. So I automatically knew she wouldn't believe me when I said I had depression. And no I didn't get help cause I always believed that if I told someone they would put me in and asylum and find me psycho or crazy. If it weren't for Sam and Colby I wouldn't be here smiling and being me. I love them no matter what even of othey did something horrible I'll love them no matter what. Sam and Colby vrs the world! 💞
P. S- I've been stanning them for one year and six months and counting! Again I'm totally fine today and I'm not how I was one year ago.
