Complicated love 🥀 // SM

Chapter 117 Studio

Shawn's POV

As Teddy started driving I realized I actually had no clue where we were going. As I look out at the street's they are familiar, almost like a distant dream though. I have only been gone from Toronto for a week yet it feels like a year.

I guess since just finished my tour for my fifth album about three weeks ago and only two of those weeks were spent here in Toronto.

"Were here" Teddy says as she rolls up to the studio.

"Oh, I thought we were gonna go to my house at least so I could drop my stuff off there." I frown as I look at Teddy.

"Shawn, Andrew is not mad, but he is not happy either. I mean come on sending a text to him saying cancel everything this week it's an emergency and then running of to LA to visit your ex isn't really the most convinent thing for any of us. Especially since were in the middle of recording Shawn Mendes 6"

I frowned as I realize how selfish I have been lately. I have been so consumed with Anna that I forgot about everyone else who I care about. God what does Aaliyah think about me right now? We had plans for the entire last week only for her to recive a text from me saying sorry emergency had to run.

"I'm so sorry I didn't realize how selfish I have been"

Teddy pats me on the back as she says, "Dont worry. Once in a while it's okay to be selfish, just dont make it a regular thing Mendes" She pulls her glasses down to the bridge of her nose as I lift my hands in defense and say, "Don't worry it won't be."

Once we finally reach the studio room everything is all pitch black, I'm comfused I thought we were recording or writing for the album.

All of a sudden all the lights are turned on and I see tons of eyes staring back at me screaming, "Suprise!!!"

I look around comfused, "Huh? Whats going on?"

Andrew emerges and say, "We wanted to throw a party, I mean we all deserve a break"

I sighed happy that Andrew is not mad at me, "Well thank you, and I'm sorry for being a shit person lately."

"SHAWN PETER RAUL MENDES" I hear someones voice boom.

I immidiatly turn around in fear as I try to smile, "Hey Mum"

"Shawn" She scolded, "We do not curse"

"Mother, I am twenty four years old, come on"

"Shawn dont push me" She says.

I laugh as I engulf her in a hug, "I missed you mum"

"Shawn it's been a week"

"I know"

I pull away from my hug to see all the people around us aweing at our interaction. I blush forgetting that their was a crowd.

"Lets get this party started," Brian says as everyone cheers and leaves this crowd to go talk to people.

I instantly realize that if my mom is here so might aaliyah, "Mum is Aaliyah here?" My face lights up with excitement only to be met by her frowning face, "No, I'm sorry hun. She is at home, I asked if she wanted to come but she seemed upset."

I am dissapointed but not suprised, "Oh"

Before I can finish my conversation with my mother I see her peircing a death look behind my shuolder, I instantly know who it is.

"Hey Shawnie"

"Christina..."