Started: November 2018
Finished: June 16 2019
Anna's POV
"Ugh why is life so complicated" I said on the phone to my best friend Mara.
Today has been the 67th day of Shawn's tour, and I feel as stiff as a board sleeping on the tour bus.
"Calm dow...
Anna's POV I have such terrible thoughts running through my head. Thoughts I know i shouldn't be having, but I can't help it. I just don't want to feel pain anymore. I have been so obsessed over staying with Shawn making sure he's okay and he has everything he needs, that I have lost all contact with my friends.
I haven't talked to Mara or Cameron in months. So I go check Maras Instagram.
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@Mara; no more of that single life for me 🤪
@user1; Congrats
@camerondallas; sorry boys y'all had your chance
@user2; Mar's I'm so happy for you
@shawnmendes; go Mara and Cameron!!
@camillacabello; @shawnmendes that could be us soon
@shawnmendes; 🐵🙈🙉❤️ @camillacabello
I was so happy for Mara that she was happy with Cameron. I wondered why she didn't call, but it seems like life is going pretty good for her without me. I kept scrolling on my feed on Instagram, which was only a worse idea.
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👤-@shawnmendes @camillacabello; look at my guy 😍😍 he's gonna be such a great dad.
@user1; OMG ARE THEY ENGAGED
@user2; r u pregnant....
@shawmilla; my parents are gonna become parents?!??
@shawnmendes; ❤️❤️❤️
I put down my phone and felt my breath get shorter and shorter. Was I having a panic attack. I reached for my phone about to call someone. But then I though who would I call. There was no one there.
But I quickly remembered the one person I could count on Jamie.
Calling Jamie.....
It kept ringing and at this point I couldn't feel my mouth get so dry that I couldn't talk. I had no clue what was going on. My heart hurt like crazy, as if someone was ripping it out of my skin.
As I heard a voice I quickly tried to talk. But I couldn't. I just fell to the floor unconscious.
Third persons POV As the phone started talking Anna tried to speak but couldn't. She was at the point where death was close. But is this what she wanted?
"Hello you've reached the voicemail of Jamie I'll call ya back!"
Anna was completely blacked out. Alone in her apartment with no one near.
