Bucky Barnes One Shots - EDITING

42. Little Plastic Plant

Part of the 20k Special Update

Thank you all so, so much for 20 THOUSAND reads, I'm actually shocked, but incredibly thankful that all of you take the time out of your lives to read my writing, even with all the spelling mistakes lmao. I'm flattered to know that people enjoy reading the things I write- I try my best to make it worth your time, and I'm so glad to know that people like me. If you see me commenting in another person's book, 99% of the time it's because I'm trying to make you laugh, and that's what I try to do here. I try to make you laugh, cry, relate, be confused, basically anything any other author is trying to do, and I'm so happy that my stories are successful in this, as not everyone can say that their book has had 20000 reads. Now, I'm only 15 and all of this may sound corny, cliche and cringy, but it's all true. I'm so grateful for all of your support - every single one of you, and if you're reading this now, you're the reason why I even bother to update this book, so thank you so much. I know I've said thank you a lot, but I'm gonna say it again lmao. Thank you all so much. I love you all so much and all of you have a place in my heart.

God that was a fucking essay, lmao

Again, thank you <3

~Poppy :)

This is set during The Falcon and The Winter Soldier

Also, John Walker's a twat

Anyways-

Word Count: 2300

A small sigh left the super soldier's lips as he sat down on the overly long couch in front of his therapist

He would rather be literally anywhere else, but he knew that he needed help

He thought about going to Sam on several occasions, as he was a therapist, but he thought it'd be too weird

And you. Well, he couldn't ever stop thinking about you - he was closer to you than Steve, and he'd known him since the 30's, so he felt an extraordinary amount of love for you

He tried to run a hand through his hair, but realised that it was now shorter once again - that would have to get some getting used to after almost a century of it being long

The woman sat in front of him stopped his train of thought as she spoke "Good evening, James"

All he did was a little nod as a response

She smiled sympathetically- Bucky hated that, he hated people feeling sorry for him, but when you did it, it was different

"I know you have a lot on your mind right now-" she started, but Bucky cut her off with a scoff and mumbled "Yeah, I bet you do"

He could tell that this annoyed her a bit, as she cleared her throat, stayed professional, and finished her sentence

"-But I thought that we could discuss something"

Bucky raised his head to look at her with his eyebrows slightly furrowed, but before she could say anything, he managed to tense up and get something in

"If it's HYDRA or anything to do with them, I'm leaving"

"You leave, you get arrested. Your choice, James" she snapped back, making him sigh and relax back into the seat he was in

"So" she continued "I thought we could discuss the special people in your life"

His face almost went pure white at this sentence- he didn't really have anyone anymore

Steve was dead, he lost contact with Sam, he didn't have a fucking clue where you were, he thought that the Wakandans had helped him enough, none of his family were still alive, and he lived on his own