18. Fighting

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Published: 3rd February 2021

Edited: 28th January 2023

Fighting with him would include:

- Not arguing over silly little things, only over things you seriously disagreed on

- He would always try and hold his anger back until you left the room, so he wouldn't hurt you, so he hardly ever yelled

- Not knowing that it pained him to shout at you when he did

- Also not knowing that however much you were hurting inside, he was hurting about three times as more as you

- When he got really angry, you could see him physically shaking

- Him managing to silence you with a single word when he wanted to

- It was extremely rare, but Bucky would break out crying because all of the frustration and pent up anger, making you feel incredibly guilty and bad

- Sometimes he would have to grab his metal wrist and force it into his side do he didn't do anything

- He was so afraid of losing you that he tried to avoid arguments the best he could

- You both always felt bad afterwards, so you almost immediately apologized to each other afterwards

- The longest fight you ever had lasted for about 3 days because you couldn't bear being without each other

- When you left the room, you always stayed around outside of it, and what you heard inside would break your heart- he would let out a broken groan and there would be a slam, that would be his fist against a wall, and then he mutters something along the lines of "Why did I say that" or "What am I gonna do now" or "I fucked everything up" every single time

- After he had calmed down a bit, you went back into the room to see him sat on the bed with his head in his hands and his fingers tangled in his hair

- Always making up afterwards with small kisses

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