Chapter 38

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Sam pov

"I want a divorce."

as those words registered in my brain everything was falling apart.

"No. Selena please! Don't do this. I can't lose you." I said and cries.

She shook her head, "you're not losing me! I lost you sam!"

I shook my head and quietly sobbed.

"I'm so sorry selena. Please. Don't do this."

"I'm sorry sam. I just can't do this anymore. You probably shouldn't sleep here tonight. Why don't you go to kendall's."

that was like a knife to the heart.


"i told you sam. i'm done. these past months you were distant but so was i. i should've seen this coming. just go. please." she whispered the last part, tears streaming down her face.

"can you ever find it in your heart to forgive me?" i asked, scared to know the answer.

she sobbed and shrugged, "i don't know sam. i can't answer that right now. just leave."

i walked out, tears pouring out of my eyes.

i got a call,


i answered,

"what." i said.

"hey. are you okay? paparazzi was at selena's and heard yelling. did she find out?"


"oh my god sam. i'm so sorry. do you want me to do anyt-"

"kendall. i would appreciate it if you could just give me space. selena is divorcing me and i really don't want to talk to the person who caused it right now."

she was silent, "o-okay. i'm sorry."

i choked on my tears, "me too." i said and hung up.

i walked to my car as paparazzi followed me, shouting things but i didn't listen.

i drove to the one place where i can be in peace.


"another beer." i said and put down a $20.

they handed me my 6th beer and i chugged it, feeling the poison glide down my throat.

i looked at the empty bottle.

"it's good to be home."

my phone rang.


i groaned and answered.


"sam! you cheated on selena?! what the hell is wrong with you?!" she screamed into the phone.

"nothing. i am perfect. just...fineee." i said and blinked a few times.

"sam where are you."

"none of your business." i said and chugged a glass of vodka.

"sam i swear if you are drinking-"

"i have a right! my wife is divorcing me and my life is falling apart."

"sam that's on you. you broke her! she called me in tears 5 minutes ago and demi is with her! why would you do that to her?"

"taylor! I don't know okay?! I made a mistake! But right now the only mistake i made was answering your cellphone because instead of helping your daughter, you yell at me. So fuck off taylor." I said and hung up on her.

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