"I want a divorce."
as those words registered in my brain everything was falling apart.
"No. Selena please! Don't do this. I can't lose you." I said and cries.
She shook her head, "you're not losing me! I lost you sam!"
I shook my head and quietly sobbed.
"I'm so sorry selena. Please. Don't do this."
"I'm sorry sam. I just can't do this anymore. You probably shouldn't sleep here tonight. Why don't you go to kendall's."
that was like a knife to the heart.
"i told you sam. i'm done. these past months you were distant but so was i. i should've seen this coming. just go. please." she whispered the last part, tears streaming down her face.
"can you ever find it in your heart to forgive me?" i asked, scared to know the answer.
she sobbed and shrugged, "i don't know sam. i can't answer that right now. just leave."
i walked out, tears pouring out of my eyes.
i got a call,
"what." i said.
"hey. are you okay? paparazzi was at selena's and heard yelling. did she find out?"
"oh my god sam. i'm so sorry. do you want me to do anyt-"
"kendall. i would appreciate it if you could just give me space. selena is divorcing me and i really don't want to talk to the person who caused it right now."
she was silent, "o-okay. i'm sorry."
i choked on my tears, "me too." i said and hung up.
i walked to my car as paparazzi followed me, shouting things but i didn't listen.
i drove to the one place where i can be in peace.
"another beer." i said and put down a $20.
they handed me my 6th beer and i chugged it, feeling the poison glide down my throat.
i looked at the empty bottle.
"it's good to be home."
my phone rang.
i groaned and answered.
"sam! you cheated on selena?! what the hell is wrong with you?!" she screamed into the phone.
"nothing. i am perfect. just...fineee." i said and blinked a few times.
"sam where are you."
"none of your business." i said and chugged a glass of vodka.
"sam i swear if you are drinking-"
"i have a right! my wife is divorcing me and my life is falling apart."
"sam that's on you. you broke her! she called me in tears 5 minutes ago and demi is with her! why would you do that to her?"
"taylor! I don't know okay?! I made a mistake! But right now the only mistake i made was answering your cellphone because instead of helping your daughter, you yell at me. So fuck off taylor." I said and hung up on her.
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The Last Time (sequel to Adopted by Taylor Swift)Fanfiction
Sam takes on her college years and hits a few bumps along the way. Selena and Sam are working through the college phase and are keeping up their relationship the best they can but can selena handle it all? Taylor and Ezra live in LA while Taylor jug...