taylor pov
"hey mom?"
"yeah baby?" i asked.
"can i show you a song i've been working on?"
i smiled, "of course."
she sat down at the piano and took a deep breath.
"i don't usually sing songs lie this...it's really slow."
i smiled, "it's okay. just show me."
she smiled, "okay."
she placed her fingers on the keys and took a deep breath.
she started playing and i could already feel the emotion in her song.
"Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave?
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall?
But watching you stand alone,
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow.
she closed her eyes and i smiled, i love this sam.
so emotional and loving. so...raw.
One step closer
[Chorus:]
I have died every day waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
her body swayed as she played her song and i felt tears drip down my eyes from this song.
it's clearly about selena. a beautiful song about selena.
Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this
One step closer
[Chorus:]
I have died every day waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
One step closer
One step closer
[Chorus:]
I have died every day waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more"
she stopped and opened her eyes, "it's not amazing i'm still scrappy on it bu-"
i cut her off by hugging her tightly.
"i love it so much sammy. it's beautiful. and selena will love it so so much."
she smiled, "really? you think so?"
"i know so. sam i have never heard a song more beautiful in my entire life."
she smiled and i could tell she was super happy about it.
"am going to play it at the VMA's this year and stitches too. her birthday is the day of the vma's so i want it to be her present."
"sam that's great. selena will love it. are you keeping it a secret?"
"yeah. i don't want to tell her just yet. she will hear it at the awards show in a few days."
i nodded and smiled, "i'm so proud of you babes." i said and kissed her cheek.
"why don't we record this song and i will record mine since they are both rough drafts so far. we still need a few more instruments and ta-da! new song coming at you!" i said and did a victory dance.
sam laughed, "you are so weird."
i smiled, "i know. now let's go. sing that soon to be hit song one more time."
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selena pov
i was at home in the kids' rooms.
brantley and ali were drinking from their bottles while i hung up some decorations for their room.
pink on ali's crib and blue on brantley's.
"they're beautiful." i jumped, "oh terry hi. thank you." i said and smiled.
"you need some help?" she asked, referring to my decorating.
"actually yes. would you mind just handing me that shirt?"
she smiled, "of course." she handed me the blue and white shirt.
i folded it and put it in brant's drawer.
"thanks."
i put up the jungle stickers on the wall and terry said, "you know selena. i never thanked you."
i turned around, "for what?"
"for loving my daughter. i couldn't ask for a better person to love her. i remember she would watch your show when she was just about 10, before her father passed and you were on. she would always say how pretty you were. she didn't know it back then but her father and i always knew she wasn't like other people. sam is special and we knew that one day she'd realize she likes girls not guys. you helped her realize that so thank you for bringing out the best in her."
i smiled, "thank you. she means the world to me terry. sam is my world. and yes you are right she surely is special." i said while looking at mine and sam's wedding picture on the wall.
the front door opened, "babe! i'm home!" i smiled, "that's our cue." i said and picked up alison who was wide awake, while brant was asleep.
i put his bottle on the dresser and went downstairs.
alison's little blonde hars bounced and her binky rested in her mouth.
"hey beautiful." sam said and kissed me.
"hey." i said and smiled.
sam smiled, "and hello my precious princess!" i giggled and handed her alison who was sucking her binky.
"where were you?" i asked.
"with my mom at the studio."
"oh yeah? doing?" she smirked, "she showed me a song. the rest is a surprise." she said and winked.
i rolled my eyes, "of course it is. where is taylor?"
"at home with mandi and jer. ezra is at work still."
i nodded.
terry came down behind me.
"hey mom." sam said and smiled.
"hey sam."
"why don't you wash up and i'll make us all dinner." i said and kissed my wife's cheek.
"okay. here you go baby. go to mommy." she handed alison to me who smiled and grabbed my hair.
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vma awards night
sam pov
terry said she'd watch the kids and to calm my mom's nerves since she hates terry so much, selena and i have a live video camera in the house in different rooms and it's plugged into my phone.
my mom is wearing a white slack suit that shows cleavage and she grew out her hair once again so she has bangs and straight hair.
red lipstick of course.
ezra is wearing a black suit with a white silk hanky thing in the pocket of his jacket.
i am wearing a striped sheer-leg pants design featuring a black top. i topped the look with a wide belt.
Selena is in a beautiful and sexy black silky plunging jumpsuit and statement jewels.
we are both wearing plunging outfits, showing off our cleavage and body.
and damn selena's is working.
we walked onto the red carpet with mom and ezra.
"sam selena over here!"
i put my hand on the small of selena's back.
"sam! selena please!" fans cried out.
i took selena's hand and we went over to them while mom and ezra went to some as well.
"hey you guys." i said and smiled.
they were behind the barricade but i signed a lot of stuff they handed me.
"thank you so much sam! we love you guys! happy birthday selena!" they said.
"thank you! we love you too!" selena said and smiled.
"how are the twins?" they asked.
"they're great thanks you guys." we said.
"we'll see you in there." i said and winked.
they screamed and i laughed as selena dragged me away.
i blew them a kiss and they flipped out.
i laughed, "why are they so obsessed with me?" i said and chuckled.
"because you are hot, sexy and amazing and they love you." selena said and smiled as we got onto the carpet.
"sam selena over here!" they all screamed.
we turned and smiled at the cameras.
i then made a funny face, crossing my eyes.
"hey sam." justin and kylie came over.
"hey guys." i said and smiled.
selena greeted them as well.
"hey! swifts!" miley came over and we all took pictures.
i took a separate one with justin.
and a few with just miley and then kylie.
i went over to mom and we took pictures together with just us and then me and ezra.
"ready to head in?" i asked sel.
"yeah. bye dems." she hugged demi and we walked inside.
i was next to selena, mom, justin, miley and kylie. and ezra obviously.
we went through a bunch of music videos, best rock, collab, and now female.
"the best female video goes to..." justin said as he opened the envelope.
miley scoffed, disgusted.
"oh...ew...sam swift, stitches."
i laughed and stood up, smiling.
i kissed selena lovingly, kissed mom and ezra, then kylie.
i walked up and miley and justin pretended to hate me.
i rolled my eyes, smiling and justin handed me the moon man.
"you guys. this award is amazing and-" i was cut off by milry, "actually i'll take this back...sorry. i want it."
everyone laughed.
"god this always happens. first my mom in 2009 now here. god." i tried tugging it from miley but she held it.
"and it will always happen sam. you're a swift. it will happen from now on." everyone laughed louder.
"ladies ladies. this belongs to me actually." justin said and took it.
we all laughed, "okay okay here congrats sam." they said and hugged me.
i smiled, "thanks guys."
i went to mic, "wow. this is amazing you guys. and for my stitches video. this award show if based on the fans and knowing y'all did this for me really means a lot. i love you guys more than you think and i will never forget this so thank you so much. i also want to thank my birth mother terry, ezra, my friends and family, my two beautiful kids. alison taylor swift and brantley andre. i love you guys. my wife, selena. you mean the world to me and i wouldn't be here without you baby and i love you so much...and mom?" i looked at her and she smiled.
"i so wouldn't be here without you mom. you have helped me and saved me in more ways anyone ever has and i can't thank you enough for how you have taught me to always be grateful, be modest and not let fame get to my head and i wouldn't be where i am without you so thank you mom. i love you so much. thank you guys!" i kissed the moon man and waved.
everyone clapped and i went backstage with justin and miley.
terry pov
"i so wouldn't be here without you mom. you have helped me and saved me in more ways anyone ever has and i can't thank you enough for how you have taught me to always be grateful, be modest and not let fame get to my head and i wouldn't be where i am without you so thank you mom. i love you so much. thank you guys!"
i made a disguted face and noise.
"i am her mommy. not stupid taylor. right?" i said to alison and brantley.
they giggled in response.
i can't touch alison because every time i do she cries and screams. brantley is good though.
whatever. i don't care.
i care that taylor stole my daughter.
the tv showed taylor crying happy tears and smiling.
"she'll get what's coming to her." i said and smirked.
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more with the awards show next chapter!
i just have to go lol
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~stay fearless~
caleigh <13