Trap House Imagines ✔️

Insecurities- Brennen

YN has been dating Brennen for a few years now and has struggled for a long time with her body image due to a previous relationship. YN lives with Kat
I'm trying on dresses getting ready for my date with Brennen, but I just can't find the right one. I'm looking at myself in my full length mirror, I go to text Kat to see where she is and if she could come home and help me. She texts me that she's 5 minutes away, so I go on Instagram and see all these Instagram models and I begin to compare myself to them. The extra skin on my stomach, my thighs, my arms. I stand there not realising that I'm crying and I just jump in my bed and ball my eyes out. How could Brennen love me when there's all these beautiful woman out there? How could he love me when I look like this? I don't realise Kat coming in until she calls my name
"YN? YN? What's happened? Are you ok? Has Brennen done something?"
"How could he love me Kat?"
"What do you mean? YN Brennen loves the hell out of you, do you not realise how much he talks to the boys about you? God he doesn't shut up about you YN he loves you so much now get you ass out of bed and redo your make up while I find an outfit for you" Kat pulls me out of bed and wipes my tears
"I'm not in the mood to go out now. I'm just going to text Brennen that I don't feel well"
No your not Brennen has something planned so come on we have got 30 minutes before the love of your life arrives"
Skip to date- on the beach
"Babe are you ok? You've been really quite"
"I don't want to ruin our date"
"Talk to me. We can have more dates but I can't help you if you don't talk to me and tell me what's wrong"
"It's just..." we stop walking and Brennen turns to face me he looks confused "I see these girls on Instagram and then there's me. I'm nothing special and I just don't understand how you could love me when I look like this"
"You know what I see. A beautiful, caring, sexy woman who puts other people before herself. I love you YN YLN"
"Even though I'm not stick thin with huge boobs and perfect flowing hair"
"You are perfect to me. Everything about you, I'm not with those Instagram models for a reason. I will do anything to show you that it's you I want. I never what you to feel like I don't want you so that why I'm going to do this" I look at him confused then shocked as I watch him get down on one knee and pull out a box "I have loved you from the moment I set eyes on you. I don't care that you don't look like those Instagram models, your beautiful and I want to spend the rest of my life with you. So YN YLN will you marry me?" I begin to cry
"Yes. Yes of course I'll marry you" Brennen put the ring on my finger and then there's loads of cheers, I look around to see all our friends running to us
"I told you he had something planned" Kat hugs me
"So Kat you going to help me move YNs thing into my apartment? Of course if that's what you want YN"
"Of course that's what I want" Brennen picks me up and spins me around
"I love you YN"
"I love you too B"