Trap House Imagines ✔️

POV

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It's like you got superpowers
Turn my minutes into hours
You got more than 20-20, babe
Made of glass the way you see through me
You know me better than I do
Can't seem to keep nothing from you
How you touch my soul from the outside?
Permeate my ego and my pride

I walk through the door of the TRAP house feeling exhausted and mentally drained after my photo shoot, I ended up hating all the photos even though my photographer and manager loved them. I've always struggled with how I look, always trying to loose wait. I've considered plastic surgery, the only reason I've not gone through with it is my boyfriend Colby. Before Colby I had a serious car accident when I was 17. I'm now 22 and been with Colby for 4 years
"Hey baby" he says running down the stairs "what's wrong?" he says immediately after looking at my face
"Nothing just tired"
"There's more to it than that"
How does he do that? How does he know when there's something wrong. I swear he knows me better than I know myself sometimes.

I wanna love me (ooh)
The way that you love me (ooh)
Ooh, for all of my pretty
And all of my ugly too
I'd love to see me from your point of view
I wanna trust me (trust me)
The way that you trust me (trust me)
Ooh, 'cause nobody ever loved me like you do
I'd love to see me from your point of view

I break down into tears
"What happened? What's wrong?" Colby runs to me and holds me tight
"The photos. They are all horrible. I'm fat and I ugly in them"
"Let me see them"
"What no" I pull away "why would I want you to see me looking fat and ugly?"
"Because your not fat or ugly. You are the most beautiful woman I have ever laid eyes on and you have got a heck of an ass to" this makes me chuckle slightly "now let me see these photos" I pull out my phone and show him the photos as the camera is linked to my phone
"See they're horrible. You can see the stretch marks and the scar from the car accident"
"You wanna know what I see?" I nod my head "I see a brave, strong woman who's a survivor, not only with a battle with anorexia but also a car crash. I know you hate them but if you posted that photo think about how many people you'll be giving confidence to"

I'm gеtting used to receiving
Still gеtting good at not leaving
I'ma love you even though I'm scared (oh, scared)
Learnin' to be grateful for myself (oh, oh, oh)
You love my lips 'cause they say the
Things we've always been afraid of
I can feel it startin' to subside
Learnin' to believe in what is mine

"I know I know. I guess your right"
"Look at where you were when I first met you. You were nearly in hospital because you weren't eating. Now look at you. Your helping others and inspiring them. Let's play a game"
"What game? You sound like the guy from the saw movies" Colby laughs at my remark
"You pick out something you love about your and I'll pick out something I hate about myself"
"I don't think I like this game" I laugh nervously
"Just trust me"
"Fine. Errrrm I like my eyes"
"I hate my eyes"
"What? How can you hate your eyes? They're so blue and beautiful. I could and often do get lost in them"
"Keep going"
"Ok fine I guess I kinda like my ass"
"I don't like my ears"
"But you're ears are cute"
"You see. Things that you hate about yourself others love"
"But why did I have to say things i liked about myself?"
"To make you realise what you do like. Focus on the things you love about yourself"

I wanna love me (ooh)
The way that you love me (ooh)
Ooh, for all of my pretty
And all of my ugly too
I'd love to see me from your point of view
I wanna trust me (trust me)
The way that you trust me (trust me)
Ooh, 'cause nobody ever loved me like you do
I'd love to see me from your point of view
I couldn't believe it or see it for myself
Boy, I be impatient, but now I'm out here
Fallin', fallin', frozen, slowly
Fallin', got me right
I won't keep you waitin' (waitin')
All my baggage fadin' safely (my baggage fadin')
And if my eyes deceive me
Won't let them stray too far away, I
I wanna love me (ooh)
The way that you love me (ooh)
Ooh, for all of my pretty
And all of my ugly too
I'd love to see me from your point of view
I wanna trust me, ooh (trust me)
The way that you trust me, baby (trust me)
'Cause nobody ever loved me like you do
I'd love to see me from your point of view (oh)
Yeah

"I love you Colby"
"I love you too. Now come outside with me" Colby takes my hand and we walk outside to see it decorated "YN I love you more than I could have ever imagined and I continue to fall for you harder each day. One day you'll see yourself how I see you but until that day promise me one thing, if your eyes deceive you then you ignore it and remember that I think your perfect. I will love you enough for the both of us so YN YLN will you marry me" Colby gets down on one knee. I feel like I'm silent for to long but I can't say anything. Instead I just nod my head until the words finally fall out
"Yes Colby. Yes of course I'll marry you" he picks me up and I begin to hear cheering. I look around to see all our friend happy. One day I'll see myself from Colbys point of view.