-I'm content with my life.
Now that I look at my life for what it'd become, for all the amazing people filling my thoughts and heart, I can't believe I lost one year dwelling on the thought of you. I'm doing so much better right now. A smile creeps its way to my face every time I remember one of the numerous hangouts with friends, the numerous places I discovered lately. I became friends with the most random people. I'm not scared of attachments anymore, and I live better with the thought that life is actually pretty easy with a change of perspective. I wish I'd realized that sooner, and I made more amazing memories with these amazing people. I hope I'll see them a lot and distance won't change a lot of things in the last friendships I built with them.
I really can't believe I literally mourned your loss, the loss of a person that could do that step and come back so easily, but didn't choose me. You didn't deserve all the importance I gave you. I'm just glad I finally understood that and I can say that I lived a little before graduating. And I hope that with this new freedom of age I've acquired, I'll make much more amazing memories with unique people and fill my life with the people I decide are worthy of my friendship. I'm finally expressing pure content on paper.
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The story is near it's ending..