Roses And Thorns (UNDER HEAVY EDITING)

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-There's no better than me.

I kept making myself believe you didn't matter anymore. All it took for that strength to come crashing down was one simple comment a girl left on your picture. How selfish of me to feel some sort of comfort considering you'll never let another girl close to you. How immature and childish for me to wish I'll be the only girl that would've got that close to you. You probably now text other people, and socialize with girls that replaced me. I no longer mean a thing to you, that if I even mattered in the first place. Well, I guess considering the fact that you're happy the way you left things between us, and you're not trying to fix anything or improve what's torn of what we used to be, I'll say you never cared. Or you did, at some point, appreciate me. Because you liked how I made you feel like you were my priority person, the one that always matters and comes first, the one who's opinion matters most and dictates my life decisions without even trying. The one who made me feel without trying. The one who made me fall helplessly, and didn't catch me, because he was scared of feeling. Instead, he let me fall and come crashing down, breaking my walls and faith, ending any hope I had left of happiness and survival. I'll tell you I hope you find someone good, because there's no better than me.