-Fighting my demons.
It's a deadly cycle I'm trapped in.
My demons are chasing me, following me even in my dreams, making me wanna curl up in my bed and forget about the world. Why is it so hard for me to just be happy? I've been sad for too long. I'm fighting and fighting every day, making myself believe I'm progressing, I'm one step ahead of where I want to be, and there is so much to be thankful about, yet I still stumble sometimes and drawn again in my anxiety, letting sadness swallow me whole. Perhaps I'm not meant to heal. I can't bare the thought of staying broken forever. I want to fix myself and live a happy life. I want to be excited for my days, to love people innocently and carelessly like before. I want life to breathe me alive, and I want the adrenaline in my veins to consume my every thought, making me inspired and aspiring me to be a successful someone in the future. Because life is so much more than just feeling heartbroken because of fake friends or a cheating bastard, and we're so much more than our bodyweight and our grades. All of these things don't define us. We get to decide what we want to be. And I want to be happy.
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Roses And Thorns (UNDER HEAVY EDITING)
PoetryHaven't we all felt lonely, Haven't we all dealt with heartbreak? This is life, after all. It's meant to break you, so you can find yourself. ⭐ #1 in poet (10th may 2018) ⭐ Started posting on 29th April 2017. This book is under HEAVY editing, and wi...
